im so fucking sorry for whoever reads this seriously.
now i may have some intense books & a lot of obnoxiously poetic writing but dont be fooled, i am a piece of shit.
heres an intro to me & whatever the fuck else
dis me.
•i'm 16 (17 in 3 weeks).
•my name is emilie (emilia but everyone calls me like emily).
•extoverted
•yes i am one of those homiesensuals
•my ults are g-dragon, youngjae, hwasa, yoongi & jin.
•i stan far too many boy groups for a lesbian•first kpop song: snsd - the boys
•snsd & trouble maker/hyuna kinda got me into kpop back in 2009??? listened to got7 & exo like 2013 i think. then i didnt listen to kpop until literally 1/1/16
•im a slut for hwasa
•hyuna can sit on my face
•if dean slapped me id say thank youhobbies!
›singing
›dancing (+ colorguard)
›drawing
›film making (yt: MERTRIP Prod.)
›video editing (ig: kxntwon)
›photography
›photo editing
›music producing (soundcloud: mertrip)
›writing ofc
›sleepingmy dream is to become a self produced singer, directing, filming, & editing my own videos (with help ofc). i want to share my experiences & emotions through my music. i've gone through a lot in my life & singing has always gotten me through it, so i want to put my own depth into my singing. i want to do various styles & reach out to the people who really alienated & different, not the "lol misfits" kids. i want to be living proof that shit really does get better not a demi lovato kind of "everything's alright!" kind of singer who dealt with mental health issues.
i don't really plan on going to college. i may go for 2 years to a community college & transfer to an arts school. ill probably take a gap year either way.
i do a lot of drugs (lmao) & do really crazy shit which kind of inspires a lot of the heavy topics/writing i do. i started writing because i practically live inside of my head all the time. i cant read emotional things but i can sure as hell write them.
most of my friends are 18 through 23? i hang out with older people a lot.
i do a lot of spiritual shit like angel oracle, tarot, crystal divination, charms & enchantments, & good luck spells & shit to help me with everyday stuff. its really fun & comes natural for me.
im pretty smart but i dont do school work??
i got way too many mental disorders (ill make a chap about it if anyone wants to know my story bc ZOOWEEMAMA its a rough one)
i live in (usa) northern virginia, right outside of washington dc like right next to dc.
i got a lot of ships but heres my main ones:
-namjin
-taekook
-yoonmin
-yoonseok
-minjoon (platonically)
-kaisoo
-chanbaek
-showhyuk
-jeongcheol
-junhun
-markjin
-jinson
-2jae
-victuuri
-otayuri
-kagahinaokay thanks 4 cumming with me i hope we can cum together again soon