Really? (One Direction) *COMPLETE*

Chapter 1

*Lauren's POV*

It's just a normal day. Waking up at 6 in the morning. Getting Beaten, Raped, Cutting, Showering, Eating, Purging, Then School. Eric and Niall don't know what happens around here. My dad keeps a knife to my throat, so I dont scream. It hurts so much when he does it. But Cutting takes it away.

I feel fat and like a pig. I ate a waffle, then started purging. I checked the scale, 85 pounds. I'm sick of this, it needs to come off. I then hear my brother Niall calling for me. Oh Great, School, Yay.(Note Sarcasm)

I hop in the car, next to Eric. I'm scared today, because it's Chad's Birthday, my bully. Everyday he beats me up, but on days like this, he'll mess me up.

We get to school, Niall and Eric both offer me to hang out with them. Of course Eric and I are in the same grade, my only friend is Aiden, he's thier for me. For Freshman year, it's just plain horrible. But yet Everyone is still oblivious about everything, even Aiden.

He doesnt know about my dad though. He's 12. A lot of Eric's friends have bullied me already, but worried Eric would find out, so most stopped. The bell rang, I got quesy. Time for my morning beating.

I still have pain in my back from when my dad, through me on the counter, so I winced in pain, when I was thrown against the lockers by Ed. Ed Sheeran to be exact, Niall's Best Friend.

"Hey, you little bitch. Where do you think you were going?" He said with an evil smirk on his face.

"Ummm N-N-..."

"Did I tell you to talk bitch! No I Didn't!" He screamed, letting his Hand make painfull contact with my stomach.

I let out a small whimper. Then I was punched six more times, then he picked up my head, and bounced it off of the lockers. I felt a farmiliar warm liquid, come out of my head. I ran to the bathroom, as soon as he left, to clean up.

I found myself cleaning the top of my head, and then I took out my razor. I made 10 slices, leaving thousands of scars on my arm. I rolled my sleeve back down, and ran for class. I didnt want to be late. Luckily I sat by Aiden and Eric. But Ed and Chad sat behind me.

Aiden kept close eye on me, he said I've been acting funny lately. Then the teacher called out names. I went dizzy, black spots covered my vision, I really hope i'm dying right now, i'm not even worried.

Obviously Aiden and Eric noticed, something was wrong, because they kept quietly, trying to get me back to the world. I then opened my eyes wider, and it got cleared up. I was somewhat pissed that I wasnt dead, but still. Then I felt a sharp thrash on my butt. I felt down, and realized Ed stabbed me in the back with a razor. It didnt really bother me, I was used to that type of pain.

When class was over, Eric and Aiden decided to stay by me. We went to our next class, was English. Where I was assigned to sit next to Chad and Aiden. Great.

I sat down, and Started working on my presentation. This time it was Chad's Turn. He touched me in places that shouldn't be touched without permission. But he ended up stabbing my stomach with a pocket knife.

I was angred, then I felt a different feeling. I was really passing out this time. I quickly asked Ms. Donovan if I could see the nurse. She nodded, and I ran. But this time I went behind the bleachers outside, to where Aiden, Eric, Niall, and I meet for lunch on Fridays.

If i'm lucky, they'll find me, before Chad and Ed come and decide to do things. I layed down under the smallest beam, there was no way someone could see me from here. I decided to clutch my stomach, and lay down and die.

The Next thin I know I'm being awaken by Eric, yelling,

"Lauren, what the fuck happend, are you okay? Who did this?"

I got up to speak, and then my sleeve slipped. Uh-Oh. Before I know it Eric's gripping my arms crying, yelling,

"Lauren, Why the Fuck would you do this to yourself?"

I then started crying, then realized Niall, Aiden, and Ed were thier. When Ed saw, his face went pale. Why was he concerned? He's my bully. Then I ran and ran and ran. I made sure I lost sight of Aiden, Niall, and Eric.

I looked around, I was far away from school. I snuck to my house, and reached my window. I hopped in, and ran to my bathroom. I cut myself time after time. I zoned out, and kept cutting deep. Then I stopped and wrapped my wrists.

I didn't want Niall or Eric finding me, so I went to My hiding place, from when my dad comes in and tries to rape me, when I absolutly can't tolerate it. I hide every single penny I make there. Three-Thousand Dollars. I know it's a lot, but it's Life savings.

I heard Aiden, Eric, and Niall come trompling through my room. Luckily they'll never find me her, so I can go Die, on my own. Then I hear Aiden crying, Eric Panicing, and Niall saying bad words about himself.

I felt sorry, but I wanted to die. Then I heard Eric, he was climbing? Oh-No, he'll find me. I totally forgot, this is where we keep pictures of Mom. He's probably trying to get here, then I let out a sneeze. OH SHIT.

Then I hear Eric litteraly open the door, and Niall reaches up, and takes me out. I start to shiver with fear. He litteraly plops me on the bed with anger. Why is he mad at me? Then he lets out a Large gasp, as well as everyone else. What?

I look down, and my shirt is up. OH FUCK! The bruises and cuts are everywhere on me, and the saw. Oh my god, they can't find out, or my dad will kill me. Just then Niall tried to speak, but I ran to the bathroom and locked the door.

Then there was knocking and yelling, trying to get me out. Then Niall asked,

"Lauren, how did you get all the bruises?"

Lie, I needed to make up a lie. "Umm, I fell down the stairs?" Shit, he's not going to believe me.

"Thats a Lie, Tell me the truth NOW!" He screamed

Oh Niall knows if i'm lying or not. Shit what am I going to do. I have to tell him the truth.

"You wont believe me! I bet you a million bucks you wont so DROP IT!"

"NO!" They all shout back in unison.

"Promise you wont freak out if I tell you"

"Promise." They reply.

"Dad, he abuses and rapes me everyday. Ed and Chad, they beat me up, everyday. All of Eric's Friends and Some of Niall's Friends join in."

I just realized what I said, and knew I was dead. I grabbed the knife on the counter.

"Good-Bye, Niall, Eric, and Aiden."