More than a Frienship

Prologue

Dear Daniel,

Sometimes I feel that I am not as important to you, as you are to me. To me you are my world, my everything, but to you maybe I am just another toy; to play with, to break. Other times, which is most of the times, I feel like I am nothing to you. At first it was okay. You used to text me first, you'll be the first one to talk. But it seems as if you pulled back, stopped being so close as soon as I got attached. Maybe it was too fast. Maybe I scared you away. Or maybe you know what effect you have on me and you just like to play with my heart for your own amusement. Maybe you feel like I am too clingy or desperate, I am so sorry if that is how you feel. I just wish we were as close as before, where there was only lighthearted bickering, the angry nonsensical banter and the deep conversations that we sometimes had. I want that back, all of it. I miss how we talked everyday. I am sorry if I was the reason behind this. But can I please have my best friend back. No other stupid feelings, no stupid confessions, just friends. Just us, as we were before all hell broke loose.

Yours,
Aliyah.