the end of the beginning

"A detonator? What?"

Gerard's point of view.

It's been two years since Vic left. Frank and I had just had our honeymoon, and Kellin, wasn't taking it so well. Guy after guy, he tried to get over Fuentes. I heard Vic had came out with his new video; Floral & Fading, He cut his hair. Kellin doesn't know about this video. It's for the best. It's best if Kellin doesn't see how happy he is, and how much he's changed. Mikey's coming over today, with Ray. Hopefully we can get Kellin out of this slump he's in after the former hangover. I hear a knock on the door as I'm in my apron, cooking. Probably another Grindr date, that kellin hand picked.  I reach for the handle as I hear Frank coming down the stairs "I got it!" he shouts racing to the door opening it as I can't see who's at the door when Frank closes the door behind him. I go back to cooking as I hold an egg steadily over a pan as I hear "Is Gee here?", that sounds like, it can't be. Vic walks through the door as he goes over to the bar that leads through the kitchen as the egg drops uneasily onto the pan. "Why are you here?" he looks down sighing as he turns to the stairs. "I'm here for Kellin, I want to make it up to him". "You're too late, Fuente-" I hear Kellin going through to the hallway passing as he yawns "Go back to bed Kellin" I hear as Frank goes into the kitchen. "O-okay" he's tired, so his eyes aren't fully open. He heads back to his room. "His hair" Vic smiles "it's longer", "You need to leave" I calmly reassure myself that Kellin isn't Kellin without Vic. "Come on Gee, one night?", "fine, one night". He whistles happily as Frank turns to me and kisses my cheek "I'm going to a gig, I'll be home later okay?" I nodd as I'm eyeing the food now, carefully seasoning with Olive Oil. Vic walks down the hallway to Kellin's room as I give a frustrated sigh.

Vic's point of view.

I close the door behind me softly as I slide myself into Kellin's bed. Steadily wrap my arms around Kellin's lower waist as I rest my head on his sleeping one as I hear a yawn as he looks at me, not processing it's me, until I kiss his cheek restlessly. He yawns and closes his eyes "I knew you'd come back" he kisses me softly as I kiss him back without hesitation pulling him closer to me as I go ontop of him, kissing him more passionately. "I missed you", "I missed you too". I swiftly take my shirt off and takes his off. Kissing down Kellin's neck he smiles and grunts pulling his body up as he wraps his legs around me, going against him I take the rest of our clothes off as I flip him over placing him on fours as I softly and slowly shift myself into him as I kiss his neck as I pick the pace up, he moans. God, I missed his moan. I grunt as I close my eyes and holds his sides, moaning softly. I go deeper inside of him holding him closer against me as I pant softly.

Gerard's point of view.

Make up sex? How does that work? I came to conclusion that maybe I needed rest. Maybe if I could breathe I might actually could work easier? I took the apron off after making plates for everyone as I sighed, I put my leather jacket on as I look down. What have I done wrong? I walk over to the door as I pace to my car and open it, going into it I sit down and close the door, placing my forehead on the steering wheel "rest, Way, you need rest". I whisper to myself as I start the car up and look at the mirror. What have I become?