Milam's Crush (Feelings Of A Gay Crush) 💖💞

Chapter 1. Take me out to the BALLS game

The bright sun beaming down on Milam's shoulder length burnt orange hair. Bouncing off his chocolate brown skin. Sweat running a races down his face. One of hundreds at his school's baseball game. The only reason he actually goes to the games is so that he can watch his crush (Randy Loin). Just saying the name, Randy Loin, makes his heart race 1000 miles per hour. Hell, He can barely focus on the game. The heat is getting to him. Everything is spinning. But, He is determined to stay for his crush Randy Loin. Panting and nearly out of breath, he glances over at his 13 year old little sister Mila who has a worried expression on her face. Because she knows that Milam is prone to have heatstrokes and has asthma. She's worried and starts to hyperventilate.
Then his oldest sister, 17 year old, Sasha, starts to take notice of the situation and puts down her iPhone from texting her boyfriend. She's struck in with panic as well. "What the hell is wrong with you"?!? She yells at Milam , then backslaps him so hard that he actually starts to go into shock. Everything starts going blurry. " Milam!" She hollers. Then sun beaming down on her carmel brown skin and maroon dyed hair that reaches below her ears. Curvy stout build. Then his older brother, 16 year old, Derek, takes notice of the situation coming over to little Mila and comforting her and reassuring her that Milam's gonna be fine. Consoling his little sister. Staring into her Carmel brown eyes, he tells her again that everything is going to be fine. Her body hugging girl scout uniform, and Carmel brown skin , shoulder length jet black hair. Tears running down her face. She rests her head in her knees. Derek, Consolingly rubbing her back. Last, But not least his youngest brother , 7 year old, Jerrell , jumps up and down screaming like he's retarded. Well, this has certainly been the worst baseball game in history. Incredibly Milam is still conscious and is no longer in shock after pouring a water bottle out on his face. He glaces at the field, checking out every single player , not a hint of Randy. A feeling of melancholy comes over him as quick as his heart had once fluttered. Feeling hopeless he needlessly looks at the score board, HOME: 43 ; VISITORS: 50. Great he nearly passed out, his little sister had an anxiety attack, his little brother screamed like a retard, and on top of that the baseball game its self sucked ass. "Might as well take my ass home!" "Shitty ass day!" Milam mumbles to himself . Look of anger on his face. "Why do you like going to these games?" Sasha curiously asks Milam. (Rush goes down his spine, his heart races , his eyes wonder aimlessly, palms start to sweat) "Um....Cause its important". Milam nervously says. " And why is it so damn important? " Sasha practically interrogating Milam now. "Because it is, damn". Milam yells. " Why? Is their someone you came to meet or see here?" Sasha continuing to interrogate Milam. "Leave him alone!" Derek yells at Sasha. "Who the hell are you talking to?" Sasha says with sass. Milam glances at the score board once again. HOME:44 ; VISITORS: 58 (Game Over!!!!!) "I missed the whole damn game cause of y'all!!!" Milam hollers at his siblings". "He lost!" "I could of cheered him on!" He continues hollering. "Cheering on who?" Derek questions. (Milam covers his mouth with both of his hands in shock of what he had just revealed ) Silence among the siblings. Hell actually everyone in the stands got silent as well. Everyone staring at Milam. "Its ok I read your diary so I already know". Mila reveals. (Milam's mouth drops) Tears form. " Bitch, If you say anything!" Milam yells at Mila. "Watch the profanity please!" Mila screams back. "Great here comes the coach , y'all loud asses got us all in trouble". Sasha says. -Coach waddles over to the stands . Weighing about 290 pounds. Everyone is gone to the parking lot now. " Am gonna have to escort you all out of here?" (Expression of anger in his face) (Sasha rolls her eyes) "You all have been loud and distributing the whole game". The coach says. All of the players are gathered around a van carrying their bags on their backs while discussing their team loss. " I couldn't focus worth a shit cause of that dam family in the stands!" Says a blonde haired, peach skin colored ,blue eyed player with a medium build.
"I know right!" Another agrees. "That's why we fuckin' lost!" Randy says. (Kicks a patch of dirt in frustration) (Randy squints at Milam as he's coming down the bleachers) (He balls his right hand into a fist) (Milam stops when he sees Randy) (Rush down his spine) "I'll let you talk to your boyfriend " Mila whispers in Milams ear then playfully laughs. "Stop it!" Milam yells at Mila. The entire baseball time is now staring at Milam . (His siblings walking off to the parking lot) The team has now focussed their attention away from Milam. "H-h-hhiii Randy" Milam stutters while looking directly into his light green eyes. Apricot skin,and muscular build standing at 5 feet , 5 inches tall. Milam at 5 feet 8 inches tall. "You're the reason why we fucking lost!" Randy yells at Milam. (Tears slowly start to form in Milam's eyes) "I'm sorry!" Milam apprehensively, now with tears streaming down his face. "Oh Milam " Randy says forgivingly. (Milam runs to the outdoor boys restroom ) "Milam wait!" Randy yells as Milam runs away. "Ah forget that fag". One of the guys say aggressively to Randy. " Don't call him that"! Randy yells at the guy before punching the guy in the chest knocking him to the ground. Milam peaking out of the back window, had watched the while thing play out and was in total shock that Randy would do that .....for him. (Gasp!) "Randy did that for me"? Milam says while rubbing his eyes from crying . " Milam!"A masculine voice shouted. None other than Randy himself . Milam cowers in fear in the corner of the bathroom . "Milam, I'm sorry I yelled at you"! Randy says to Milam staring into Milams Chocolate brown eyes. Milam staring back into Randy's light green eyes. (Heart racing, Palms sweating, Sweating uncontrollably) "Its ok dude". Milam says calmly. All Milam wants is to just grab Randy and wildly makeout with him right here, right now. (Randy smiles , while steal staring at Milam). Milam can practically feel that some thing is going to happen . (Randy grabs Milam's hands & licks his own lips).
(Milam's heart is racing so fast now)
" Just kiss me already!" Milam impatiently yells at Randy. "I'm not going to kiss you!" Randy yells with disgust at Milam. (With a look of disgust on his face) "Then why the fuck you holding my hands like we fixen to date or some shit?" Milam yell at Randy. (Retracts his hands from Milam's) "Randy, You're the reason why I come to these baseball games". Milam reveals to Randy. (Randy blushes) " "Really"? Randy questions Milam softly. " Yes"! Milam impatiently yells at Randy. "Wait do you like me that way"? Randy questions Milam. " Y-yyyes" Milam stutters. "Then you you deserve this" Randy says. "Deserve w-" Milam says before getting cut off by Randy subtly locking lips with Milam. (Milam's eyes huge with shock and surprise) (Randy's eyes now closed as he moans with pleasure) (Milam grabs Randy's erect dick through his baseball pants) (Randy moans an orgasmic moan) Finally, their lips part after 7 seconds. Both panting for air. "Ah man,I'm cumming in my brand new Calvin Klein boxers!" Randy yells in frustration. (Randy's phone vibrates in his pocket) ( His screen reads 1 missed call from Courtney H.)
Courtney Is his cover controlling, over obsessive girlfriend. Yeah, that's right Randy is actually bisexual. "Who is it?" Milam asks curiously . (Sigh) "My girlfriend, Courtney Holly". Randy reveals to Milam. " I'm sorry, I gotta go". Randy says regretfully. "Please Keep this between me and you"! Milam sternly says to Randy. " Of course I will dude !" Randy says to Milam . "I used to have a boyfriend back at my old school"! Randy reveals to Milam. (Tears start to form in Randy's eyes) "We got bullied bad for it too!" "He attempted suicide But, he survived thank god!" " I moved after my parents found out about the relationship we had. (Tears rolling down his face) Milam you're the only person I can talk to! (Milam lunges in and locks lips with Randy once more as the sun sets on the horizon).

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