I felt alone.I know its not true buy nevertheless it was what I believed.
I grasped the razor, knowing once again another set of crimson streaks would line my hip, ankle, thighs, and arms.
I knew it wouldn't kill me but I could hope.
I remembered a few days ago
Me and my only close friend fought. Levi, he yelled at me once again for not going to school.He stood in the doorway to my house. I live alone right now and just don't want to go. I told him that and he laughed. Its not a choice you know! Levi yelled. I clenched my fists and before he could say another word I slammed the door with tears in my eyes. I slid onto the floor and cried. He stood outside my door. He sighed and said
((y/n)) softly. Go away !! I screamed. Later I realized I just pushed away my only friend.
And then It occurred to me. He..... Doesn't care. No one does. I went to bed later that night knowing I couldn't take much more. When I awoke , I knew. Its time. I went into my bathroom, got my phone and called Levi , no answer. I left a message texting him goodbye. I took handfuls and handfuls of sleeping pills. Hey, no one could stop me now. I drifted slowly off into my eternal slumber .
Levi POV
I was sitting in class, she wasn't there. As usual. I sighed not knowing why she wouldn't just come. I snapped last night, I missed her so much. I could only deal with other peoples shit so much without her.
My phone rang, I checked who it was from, it was her. I hung up when the shitty teacher called on me. Mr.shithead asked me what I was doing on the phone. I grunted and told him I had gotten a message from you.
He smirked and told me to read it out to the class, like most crappy teachers. I rolled my eyes and started reading. "Levi, you've been a great friend most of my life. After we fought last night I realized I'd end up alone. I don't want to live like that. Soon it will....... All be over. Goodbye.
Everyone's face went pale. My eyes went wide. I ran out of the class, running out of the school to your house a few blocks down.
Shit! I yell hoping I'm not to late .
I burst through your door. I found you in the bathroom on the floor. Shit!!!!! I scream calling 911. I kissed your forehead hoping they would be there soon. Please... Don't go.
I...... Love you. I swear if you don't make this I don't know what I will do. Just .... Please don't leave me for gods sake.
