unbearable feelings (a kuroko no basket fanfiction)

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Alice's pov

Before I knew it a few days have passed while I was unconcous, the first person I saw was the man who confessed to me a month ago and for the first time I wish I never see his crying face just because of me. I know its impossible knowing that he likes me so much that my health seem to be hell for him but I can't help but to wish that I never woke up.

Days passed eversince I first open my eyes and everyday Midori-kun came and so as the others except for Ryou, Mura-kun and Akashi-kun since Ryou don't know about this and the other two lives far from Tokyo but they came at the time I least to expect. I sighed as another boring day came but I have no choice but to stay on the hospital or else I can't came out to see the wintercup atleast thats my last freedom since I know I won't last long even if-

'I wish you just disapear and just vanish from here! I don't want to see you ever again'

A flash of his last words came to my mind making my chest throb so much that it hurts more than having a heart attack or either an asthma attack, tears filled my mismatched as I silently cried before a knock came and 2 tall males came in which I instantly tried my best to held back this pain

"Lisa-chin~ sorry Muro-chin wants to meet you~"

Mura-kun said before he munch on his snacks and a familiar black haired male came to the room which made all the nerves in my body froze instantly when I saw the male who also shocked to see me

"T-Tatsuya... i-its been a while..."

"A-Alice... its been a while, I never know you suffer... you know all of those problems"

Himuro Tatsuya the man which Alice encountered just after she came to america, the room became silelnt but the silence was change to a yelp when Himuro suddenly hug Alice making Murasakibara instantly broke their small hug but instead he hugged the confused female while glaring at yhe raven haired male

"Lisa-chin belongs to Mido-chin so don't touch her!"

The purple hair pouted making the two chuckle slightly at his childish side

"Mura-kun if Tatsuya can't touch me then you also can't touch me"

Alice said making the purple hair became teary before he squeeze the poor female

"No! I don't want that! Lisa-chin can't give me snacks anymore if I can't touch her~!"

Murasakibara whined only to make Alice pat his head and talked with the two males before they went back to Akita with Alice's personal helicopter that her father gave years ago. Alice sighed as silence once again filled her making all her negative sides swalloe her and sadness once again destroyed her chest, she look at the machines that surrounds her blankly only to know that her life will soon come to an end even if she never knows when.

Kuroko and his team came to the room and for the first time he saw Alice's dead eyes that somehow made the male relise that she no longer have hope even if it was small she looked like she had lost all her purpose for living in his point of view, Kagami and the others called Alice snapping her back to reality and in a flash her eyes changed back to her usual warm and kind eyes

"How're you feeling?"

"Good I guess? But... did you all planned this? Coming bot long after Mura-kun and Tatsuya came was something I never expect..."

Alice chuckled only to make the group look at her weirdly since they never plan something with the purple giant knowing that he has no interest at them

"Murasakibara-kun? That is rare to know that he came all the way from Akita to just visit you"

"I guess so and everytime he came he always whines because I can't go out to buy snacks with him and stuff but he's cute that way... I guess?"

Alice muttered making the whole group only to imagine a giant purple hair cuddling and whinning to her while Kuroko only blanked out aince he knows Murasakibara too and he sometimes wonder how can she thought Murasakibara to be cute when he's a 208 cm tall teenager and worse he can only whines and eat snacks for the whole day

"Sonohara-san... how can you think Murasakibara-kun to be cute when he's that tall?"

"...I don't know, maybe because he acts so spoiled like a dog that I had before?"

Kuroko sighed and patted Alice's head gently making the female enjoy his gentle touch despise she likes her head to be touch she does admit that Kuroko is the best since he was so gentle and it almost felt like he was spoilling her so much unlike Midorima and Aomine who roughly pat her head to the extent that she never want them to touch her head fearing that they can break it

"Like I thought... Kuro-san is so gentle that make me feel like being spoiled"

Alice chuckled before the others pulled the baby blue haired male away from the girl and talk something that he was too good with girls and something, after a group talk the males one by one start to pat Alice and blush after they got Alice's reactions except for Aida Riko who got a cuddle from the snow hair since she live to cuddle with girls that she perfer