Yay its here ! lol im probable the only one excited but anyways the chapter is really long but the ending gets nice and dirty for you filthy readers lmfao :( but enjoy guys hope you like it and what ever you do DONT be a ghost reader , please vote and comment cause it means the most me loves :* thank you !!!
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" So this is good bye ? " I ask then look back at Gina parked in the drive way , avoiding his gaze . She appeared to be pretty preoccupied by her phone .. probable texting her sister letting her know we were on our way .
" Basically " He smiles but close to tears & I cant deny ... so am I . 4 soild years togather and this was the reasoning of our break up ? It was bitter sweet , it only manifested that I was flourishing into maturity .
" This is harder then I thought " He rubs away the tears growing on his eyes like fungus quickly " C'mon here " I dont refuse and lean in for a narrow embrace . His arms wrapped around my neck almost as if he were trying to kill me . I liked it alot , taking in his scent for the last time . I was going to miss him more then I was exposing externally . " Don't come back marry Taleah " Almost sounding somber , he laughs into my shoulder . I hated my name ... Taleah , everyone just called me Tucker .
" Promise me " I take in a frail breathe " ... you'll write everyday " . I couldnt dare ask him that , it was to much to request from him . Donnie was popular , young , handsome , strong and sweet ... a girls fantasy .
" I will " I feel him face nodded against mine " Everyday " He reminds himself nearly as he had forgotton .
" COME ON " Gina honks the horn 3 times . " Alright " I sqeeze him one last time before I let him go. I look up at him snapping a virtually image of Donnie in my mind . " Alright " Now he's snivelings brushing the back of his hand over his left eye .
I turned around , feeling him watch me as I counted the steps to Gina's car . She pulls open the passenger car door . " Hey kiddo " Gina perks up a smile at me " You okay ? "
" Obviosuly " I roll my eyes at her " Very smart question Georgina " I mock idiotic voice .
" Shut up " She glares at her rear view mirror pulling out cautionusly " Hey , my sister said the seniors are throwing a coming back party and she got us some invitations ... you down ? "
I watch Donnie dissappear , a lump starts growing in my chest " Maybe " I shrug " Maybe I shouldve applied for city view ... ".
" Oh god now this " Gina exaggerating a sigh " Its been 4 years since you were single ... mingle with other boys . You and Donnie relationship was so holy ! "
" Here we go " I moan taking in a breath . " Yeah ! You damn skippy " Gina says " You guys were so boring ! You went to church every sunday morning for 3 services and on top of that you never even got past 1st base " .
" HEY ! Thats because he never pushed me and you know that I dont believen having sex at such a young age .... its a sin to do it out of wed lock ".
" GOD ! I had no clue we ran a church inside of my f*cking car ! Please do preach more Tucker ".
I squint my eyes at her with vexation and irriation , folding my arms across my chest " Dont joke about the house of the lord that way " .
" Why is he going to cast me to hell ? " Gina fakes fearful tone and expression " You know I dont believe that whole debacle ".
" Why am I friends with you ? Your just going to be my lead way to hell " I face out the window thinking about Donnie once more .
" Whatever " She shrugs with a careless tone . Gina never cared about anything . She didnt care when her mother died . She didnt care she was going to hell . She didnt care that she could be saved by god . She didnt care all around .... she was just a frinkin' savage .