under the blue moonlit place.

anger and frustration.

My mind was spinning from what I had just witnessed. Aiden was cheating on my best friend in the whole world, my soul mate and my everything. I was instantly filled with anger, confusion, fear and sadness. Everything was so overwhelming. I was about to shoot up and confront him there and then; but by the time my head had wrapped around everything he was gone. Disappeared into that filthy apartment probably for meaningless sex. I thought he was the one for Delvin, he is going to be hearth broken. I wouldn't be able to cope with him in such deep sadness and depression. However, it had to be done. My tears started to stain my eyes, fighting to keep back under the blurred out vision of this world. Savannah reached for my hand and grabbed them both while I let 2 tears from each eye escape free. I turned around looking at our hands, I moved my face up to level with hers.

"How...how could he have done this?" I mumbled through sniffles. "I know this isn't my boyfriend, but Delvin is my world. He is practically me, if someone breaks his heart, it breaks mine." I cried. By now Savannah had come round to my side and started to rub my shoulder and just listen. She stroked my hair while I cuddled into her shoulder and sobbed. I didn't want her to stop and I knew she wouldn't till I let her. 

"Shh, shh. I am so sorry Daisy. He is a fucking fuckboy that doesn't deserve Delvin. It's better he found him now then to let their relationship go on further." Savannah softly calmed me, stroking my hair and cuddling me. 

"I-I know you're right. It's just. I really thought he was the one for him Sav. Delvin is gonna be heartbroken." I sniffled. 

"I know, I know. It's ok. Just make sure you tell Delvin, ok. He needs to know." Savannah said softly.

"Thanks, Sav. Y-You're a really nice person and i-i'm so lucky to know you." I sniffed.

"It's ok, Daisy. I'm so lucky to know you too." She said squeezing my shoulders. A while passed and I nearly fell asleep in her shoulders, she was so soft and cuddly, I didn't want to leave. She just sat and stayed with me, how badly I wanted to kiss her. I pushed those thoughts away very quickly as I said we should probably start to go. We got up and Savannah held me, putting her arm round my shoulder and left the cafe making our way to the car. She didn't let go and I was thankful for that. We drove back to our hometown and she dropped me off and the end of my road. The rain was trickling down and setting a gloomy but,  it gave me an urge just to jump out and run and dance in it. 

"Thanks so much for tonight Savannah, I can't thank you enough." I smiled.

"That's ok. Again, I'm really really sorry for what you saw tonight. Make sure you tell D." Savannah said calmly. She reached over the car and gave me a big hug making my body feel relaxed and tranquil. We swapped our smiles and I stepped out into the cold, refreshing rain reassuring me that everything was ok. 

The night was late so I had a warm shower and slipped into my pj's for the night to come and take me away. 

That night I dreamt of you, the stars handing over us like puppets on strings, yet free ones with no controlling strings just...free. The sky was like a blanket, dotted with pink specs and blue stripes. The blue moon planted in the centre, not seeking for attention but it was given it. That night I dreamt of you.

I woke up. I had to tell Delvin about Aiden, after school I would. I made my way downstairs after getting dressed, my thoughts felt like sandbags tied around my waist. I got on my bike and cycled slowly to school. As always Delvin was standing there, happy as ever waiting for me and Aiden. I hunch walked over to him, my head hanging low. 

"Hey, babe!....Um, Daisy are you alright? Did everything go ok last night?" Delvin asked worried.

"Um, yes. Actually no. I need to tell you something." I replied uncertain.

"Ok, sure shoot." He answered.

"Um, uh. Wel-" I was cut in by Aiden giving Delvin a hug and kiss. My eyes widened and stared in horror and anger at him. 

"Hey, babe." Delvin said between pecks. "Sorry, Daisy was about to tell me something." Delvin continued.

"Uh, can I tell you later? After school, can I come round." I quickly answered.

"Ok. Sure hun." Delvin smiled. Aiden and him walked on hand in hand. I went round Aiden's side and stuck my foot out so he would purposely trip. Aiden fell but not on the ground as Delvin caught him. 

"Woah, be careful." Aiden chuckled but with a hint of anger in his voice.

"Oops, sorry didn't see where I was going." I said sarcastically. Delvin gave me a confused and death stare look. I just gave a small smile back. The day went slow and it was obvious to all I was sad, grumpy or angry, and they weren't wrong. Every time Delvin or Aiden were together I wanted to whip out and confront him there and then, but I held it in.  By 4th Period just before lunch, Delvin grabbed me and pulled me over. 

"Yo, what's your problem? I get if you're upset, becuase I'm here but can you stop messing with Aiden! He's never done anything to you, why are you annoying him?" Delvin quietly shouted frustrated. I hadn't seen Delvin angry like this and it stirred me to be angry too. Although I was still upset that he cared so much for him.

"Because you don't know the truth about that bitch!" I shouted and turned furiously to go outside. Delvin just stood there shocked, I felt so bad I had never been this angry towards him before, I felt so guilty but I had ever right to be angry. 

It got to the end and I met Delvin  to walk back to his place. We walked in an uncomfortable silence, I had never had this kind of silence before and I had to make it up. 

"Look, I'm really sorry about earlier. It's just. Aiden isn't who you think he is." I blurted out.

"Daisy, it's ok. But please explain, what the hell are you taking about?" Delvin said.

"Do, do you want me to tell you now?" I replied scared and shy.

"Yeah, if you don't mind." He says, a little unsure now. I stop and look at him and he stops too, parallel to me.

"I know this is going to come as a shock and you are going to feel angry, sad and confused but I have to tell you. I was crying so much when I found out. I was with Savannah yesterday and...and I saw Aiden. Aiden was with another guy, Delvin. Kissing him. I'm so sorry, I was so angry and upset I wanted to rip his head off." I said tears filling my eyes.

"No, stop Daisy. You're joking." Delvin snickers, shakes his head and continues walking. I stand with my mouth hanging. What? I catch up to him and hold him firm in my grip. He looks at me, his eyes glazed with a coat of water. 

"I know you don't want to believe this Delvin. But, it's true. Why would I lie to you? My best friend, soul mate, my world? Please Delvin, trust me. It was him." I sniffle. Suddenly, Delvin breaks down and hugs me, letting his barriers go and the flood run free from his eyes. I do the same as Savannah once did to me, cradling him and stroking his hair. We stand in the street for a while and I take him home.

"Why would he do this Daisy? I thought, i thought he loved me." He whimpers.

"I know, so do I. I was heart broken and he doesn't deserve a bit of you that lying cunt." I didn't like my language but when you are so pumped with fury, you have to let it out. 

No one hurts my Delvin. Someone did though, and they were going to pay.

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