Coming Down (Joey Graceffa Fanfic)

She lived in the shadows. She lived in fear. Fear of the people around her. You all know her. Lili was that girl. Living in fear of the people around her. Abused, mistreated,misunderstood... a few words to describe her. Her spirit was dead. No friends, no boyfriend, no family. Her mother was far away from her and her father was always working. Lili lived with her dad and her stepmother. In her room, where she stayed, reading the mean texts her "friends" sent her. Sounds hard... you have no clue.

LILI'S POV

Why me? Everyone around me is fine. Why aren't I? Just then my "stepmother" came in and yelled at me, as usual. "Why are you here? Why aren't you normal? Stop embarrassing me! All of my friends think you're useless and so do I so, do us all a favor, DIE!" After that, she left. Leaving me by myself. I guess I'm used to being alone but I wouldn't mind having some company. I plopped in my headphones and pressed shuffle. Nothing To Lose came on.

"Need more friends with wings,

All the angels I know put concrete in my veins".

I sang along.

I'd always walk home alone, so I became lifeless just like my telephone

There's nothing to lose

When no one knows your name

There's nothing to gain

But the days don't seem to change...

This song explains so much about me. Next song was Far From Home.

Another day in this carnival of souls

Another nights ends,end as quickly as it goes

The memories are shadows, ink on the page

And I can't seem to find my way home.

And it's almost like

Your heaven's trying everything

Your heaven's trying everything

To keep me out...

Such a great song, such a tragic story. Next song, Coming down.

It's caving in around me, what I thought was solid ground.

I tried to look the other way but, I couldn't turn around

It's ok for you to hate me, for all the things I've done

I've made a few mistakes but, I'm not the only one

Step away from the ledge, I'm coming down

I could never be what you want me to

You pulled me under just to save yourself

You will never see what's inside of me

I pull you under just to save myself...

He's right. I'm coming down.

AUTHORS NOTE

I hope you guys enjoy this story. I will update as frequently as possible.

XOXO,

Chloe