He took my innocence and then he left me.
I was perfect! Perfect grades, perfect house, perfect parents but then he had to walk in on my life and turn it upside down. He made me fall for him, He made me loose control, He made me loose my house, my family, my good grades! He made me love him.
He took my virginity and then left. He broke my heart.
Im Broken. I am a mute and I cut. I'm suffering of deppression. I'm working at a run down diner in the bad side of town to try to get money to at least pay a friend to let me stay with them. Till then I sleep on whatever park bench looks cozy. I have a small duffle bag with a few basic things, a few t-shirts a pair of jeans and some sweat pants I have a hoodie some sneakers and a toothbrush, I also have my phone and charger. I don't know why my phone still works I guess my parents don't know they are still paying for it. Of coarse I have my work cloths which consists of ugly black pants and an ugly t-shirt that says "Leonard's" on it and a gross red apron, not that I'm one to judge anymore. I can barely afford to wash my few clothes at the local laundry mat and I can't shower as often as I would like to but when I get the chance I go to the local gym locker rooms where I can clean myself for free. They never give me shit about going there and every once in a while I will work out a bit.
My family disowned me. My friends left me. I dropped out of school. And you wanna know the reason I'm still here and I haven't just given up yet is because I'm not a coward. Sure my life is going no where but I can't give up! I need to keep going because even though there is a 99% chance it wont get better, there is a 1% chance it will.
My name is Alexandria Casnucci and this is the story of how I fell in love and then fell apart over a boy named Harry.
Harry Styles.
