Just A Crush....

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(Rebecca's POV)
        I am Rebecca Edwards I am 15 and I had a big huge crush on a guy, and I think he knows, but I don't think he gives a damn really, and he is way out of my league... Do you guys remember the Disney movie Little Mermaid, do you remember how Ariel wasn't a part of the prince's world but he loved her and she loved him and they both lived happily ever after.. So my story is kind of similar to that one but the prince or the guy in this case doesn't share the same feelings as me, and I know there must be tons of girls who has gone through heart break, I am gonna spill the blood of my bleeding heart on these pages in the form of a story, this is my fairy tale, but it doesn't have a happy ending.
       
      Back when I was 13 I saw him for the first time on a cycle, smoking a cigarette, he was all by himself without a care in the world, his brown eyes lost into space, his black hair messy, I didn't really give a damn about him, I was going to a shop with my mum, I was in a white shirt and a black skinny and a pair of black boots, listening to music through my head phones, I was too lost into my own world to really care about him.
     Anyways I walked to the shop and got the instant noodles, my mum was lost into her phone, probably taking care of some orders or something, my mum run's one of the cities most famous bakeries, called " Hot Coco and Cookies"... I don't know how she came up with the name, but that's the name of the place. I went to the counter and placed the instant noodles in front of the cashier, thankfully there was no cue to wait in. I had to call mum a few times before she pulled her eyes out of her phone and finally paid some attention to me, she looks quite worn out these days, her hair was in a bun she was in a buttoned up shirt and some work pants, she was in her work shoes as well, I am quite proud of my mum but I think she needs a break.
      I left the shop as soon as mum paid for my instant noodles, she walked me home and left in her car, to where her bakery is. I walked into the house, letting out a sigh, I'd get lonely from time to time since I am on my own, our house is a freaking mansion and I swear to you all that to this day I get lost in here, like literally it's too damn big!!
        I boiled the water and once the water was boiled I ripped open the packet of noodles then put the noodles into the water and then did the same with the packet of soup and the other stuff that needs to be added. I readied the table for one and placed the noodles in front of me, I got seated in of the seats and ate in complete silence. I sighed as I thought about how it would feel to have a big brother or a sister, would we be quarreling every time we see each other? Would we fight over the telly remote? Would we joke around? Would we have each other's back? I wonder! I let out another sigh but this time sad that I will never know how wonderful it is or how dreadful it is or how cool it would be. After finishing the noodles, I washed the plate and everything I just used. Soon I felt tired so I went to watch the telly, I tuned into Animax to see what anime they were airing at the time, I saw that it was beezlebub and cause I didn't want to watch the anime from the middle of the season I changed it to cartoon network and watched adventure time instead. I love Marcelline, her character is soo cool. Once the show ended my level of boredom rises so I thought of looking what Netflix has and it turned out they were having a Harry Potter marathon, and I was like " Merlin's beard I've jolly got to watch those" since I am a harry potter fan. And so after I watched two HP movies , all of a sudden around 4:00 pm my best friend Millicent called me and told me she wanted to Hangout, I hung up agreeing to go to the mall with her at 5. I quickly called mum and asked her if she'd let me go to the food court of a mall and she for the first time agreed to me going alone, my mum is a person who always looks out for me and she is really great like that. Thanking god tons of times, I changed into a  black tank top , I then wore a green hoodie over it and put my hair into a braid and put on some blue jeans and wore some perfume, I put some powder on my face along with a bit of eyeliner and some lip balm, I put the lip balm into my bag and took a $200 from my savings box and put it into a secret pocket in my bag. I wore some all star high tops black ones. I locked all the doors and windows and pinned the code in before exiting the house.
           I pushed the start button on my iPod and listened to music with my headphones as I walked, so I'd be distracted by the music so I'd be blocked from the real world " I've got everything I need when I've got you and I , I look around me and see sweet life, stuck in the dark, but you're my flashlight, you're getting me getting me through the night, can't stop my heart, when you're shinning in my eyes , can't lie... it's a sweet life" I silently sang along with the song that was by Jessie J!!
        As the mall came into view I quickened my pace and entered the mall to see my best friend waiting near the fountain. I greeted her with a hug and told her that she smelled like she lives in a garbage dump, she commented back telling me that I smell like I lived in the sewers and that I smell like poop, I just laughed back and we walked to the food court there is a McDonald's here, we thought of ordering  kiddy meals since they had  batman and Joker action figures as surprise gifts, you might be thinking what's the surprise if you know what you're getting, the thing is that you don't know if it would be Joker or Batman that you'd get. And I was seriously surprised that I got joker unlike my best friend who got Batman, we ate and talked about our stupid problems that we had in our homes with our parents, and girl problems and all kinds of shit one would discuss with their best friends!!
     As we were done with the food we paid up and thanked the servers and while exiting Millicent pushed me and I met with a huge wall, damn when the hell did a wall grow in front of the exit, later face palming about my stupid thought of the huge wall, I looked up and met with mesmerizing brown eyes that one could get lost into, all of a sudden I felt electric shocks inside me, I felt knots forming in my stomach , I soon realized that those eyes belong to the guy on the cycle that I saw earlier that day, I stayed there like that same thing happened to him, he was glued to the floor as well, Millicent poked me a few time till I came into the real world, I shook myself out of it and walked past him in a hurried manner. That night he was in my mind, the way his eyes met mine, how warm his eyes felt, the churning in my stomach still didn't stop, I was wondering who he might be, I felt attracted towards him, did he feel something when our eyes met, did he feel electricity go through him or was it just me, my had was exploding with thoughts related to him.