Lovestruck?- a sirius black love story

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MARY POV

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I woke up mid dawn to find my suitcase packed up, full of books and other such things that I needed for this school year. I hated Hogwarts. the ghosts and ghouls. the monsters. how there's never any peace. I sighed and slammed my head slightly painfully against my pillow. why did i have to be a mud blood? of all people, why me? i never get the end of it! oh, you can't do it right because your a mud blood! argh! i rolled over so then I was facing the picture of my family. of my broken, incoherent family. i rolled my eyes and rolled out of bed. Lazily, i slumped over to the bathroom to wash up. i had to get to the platform soon, and i needed to also avoid 'the marauders'.

'the marauders' consists of a few annoying wizards that destroy peoples perfectly fine days. it presently consists of potter, lupin, peter (poor fool), sirius, and a few others. they were all trying to be cool and god did they succeeded. they are the main gossip around school, and i just stay in the shadows. i brushed my tangled mess of hair until you could only see perfect locks of dark, almost black hair. it was wavy like waves and down to my mid-elbow. I put half of it up so then it won't get in my face, and then i dressed in the most comfortable cloths i could find. i then double checked that i had everything and then slipped away from my home, carrying my heavy luggage behind me. once i got near the train station, i pulled out a whistle and blew it as hard as i could. after a few seconds, my small forest owl slyly flew onto my shoulder. i smiled as i nuzzled it's beak.

i gently put Mountain, my owl, into his cage and then i locked it. Mountain hooed unpleasantly and then gave me his cute eyes to which i rolled mine and put him on my cart. i quickly whipped out my phone to tell mum where i was of to and then i entered the train station with little to no confidence. i saw mountain edge into the far corner of his cage and i wished i could do the same. i didnt wanna go to Hogwarts. a huge lump in my throat formed as i got to the platform, wanting to turn back. i shook my head and then ran quickly into the platform. 

smoke formed in my eyes and then i saw platform 9 3/4 right there in front of me. the train was there early like always and i tugged my luggage forward into the train. mountain hooed encouragingly as i boarded the train. i smiled and then saw the first empty department in which i slid into and then pulled out my wand so then i could lock it. i banged my head against the seat of the train and i got out mountain and put him on my lap. mountain affectionately snuggled into my stomach and i pet him behind the ear, where he loves it. i stared out the window, wishing that i wasn't a stupid bloody wizard and that i didn't go to stupid bloody Hogwarts. 

i slowly pulled out a book and started reading. i stopped after two minutes because i realized that the plot was easily predictable and then i wearily put it back into my luggage. i checked my watch to see that the train would be leaving in under thirty minutes. sighing, i put mountain back into his cage and then got out of my department to wonder around the train. i lousily trudged down the train and back to my department. then, deciding that i was just gong to be board enough as it is, i took my luggage just incase and i went of the train. i wondered around the station, humming a song in the process, waiting for Sev and Lily to come. i put a protective curse on myself and carefully climbed down to the rails to see what i could find. i came back up to check the time, i had ten minutes left. i went back to where people came in and i sat, waiting for my friends to arrive in five minutes exactly. we all made plans to meat up five minutes before the train takes of for school so here i am.

i got bored again and then took out a math book. i was in college math and even that was strangly easy. i got out an actual pencil and flipped to a random page to start on an algebra problem. easy. in under threeish seconds i was done. next!

i continued this before the book was rudely grabbed out of my hands. i looked up to see 'the marauders' above me, mocking me. i felt heat rush to my face, but not in embarecement but in anger. 

"Give it back, potter." i spat at him, standing up. he just laughed at our hight difference and kept waving my math book in my face. sirius black grabbed it out of his hands and tried to answer a problem correctly, but it obviously took him a while. 

"how do you do this rubbish?!" he exclaimed. i rolled my eyes in annoyance then walked up to him briskly and punched him square in the stomach. he gasped the loosened his grip on the book which i snatched away from him. i gathered my luggage quickly and then turned my heal on 'the gang'. stubborn lunatics! i heard someone call my name and i spun around to see Sev and lily both running towards me. 

"LILY!!!!!!!!!! SEV!!!!!!!!!!!!" we all embraced in a huge hug and then we boarded the train, found an empty department and sat down lazily. we had at least two minutes until the train leaves and i pulled back out my math book which i tucked in my bags seconds before lily and sev saw me. sev shook his head when i pulled it out and i friendly punched him. "i need to study!" i defended. lily merely shrugged then looked out the window, waiting for the train to start. i flicked my wand and i was dressed in my robes because i didn't want to change when we were there, then i buried my head into my almighty math book. 

the train started to lurch forward and i quickly tucked my book away. we all looked glumly at each other, none of us really liked Hogwarts. lily was always asked out and me and sev, or severous (A/N PROBABLY SPELT THAT WRONG), were always mistreated. soon the lady pulling the candy cart rolled by and i pulled out a small pack of coins and gave it to her. "one of everything, please." she nodded and then magically thousands of pieces of candy lay covering the department. the others hooted in delight and i just sat there smiling. i got my change and then we dug in. as we were stuffing our faces, or at least eating things slower than we were at the beginning, sirius came into our department and then faced me. all of our faces slowly turned into a frown.

"erm, mary. can i talk to you for a second?" i sighed, knowing this was a full on prank or i was going to get beat up. 

"sure." i sighed, then i got out of the department, hearing lily and sev whispering nervously. sirius lead me to the back of the bus where the food was hid. i was starting to get more nervous and fidgety. this was not good, anyone knew that. "what would you like sirius? just please know that..." i trailed of as i saw the other members of 'the marauders' slowly trap me in the corner. i reached into my pocket to feel the comfort of my wand. i took a deep breath as potter shoved me into the corner and lifted me up.

"you listen here and you listen good. never mess with us. you here?" i nodded quickly in defeat. potter roughly let go of me and i fell to the floor. he motioned for the others to go and then he left leading 'the marauders'. only sirius stayed behind. i stood up, regaining my balance, and started to walk out but sirius grabbed my hand. i tensed up as he pulled me closer to him. gods i was so short compare to him. not to short, but still very short. i felt his breath fan my face and tensed up more.

"sirius, what are you doing?" i said, trying to pull away, but his grip was tight and i was left trying to not smell his terrible breath that was stained with chocolate and onion.

"you're beautiful mary." god i was so done! i slapped him hard to let go of me and then slapped him again to get him out of his daze.

"SNAP OUT OF IT SIRIUS! I WONT FALL FOR YOU! SO DONT TRY AGAIN!" And with that i stomped to my department and then i broke down crying. i told them everything in between sobs and then i cried some more into sev's shoulder. the train lurched to a stop and i soaked up my tears. we were here. we were at Hogwarts.

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A/N:

SORRY THAT THE FIRST CHAPTER WAS TERRIBLE. JUST KEEP READING. I PROMISE THAT THE SECOND ONE WILL BE BETTER.

DEMIGOD OUT!

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