I'm Not Sure of My Feelings For You (Harry Styles and Camila Cabello story)

Chapter 49 Angels

I wake to the sound of thunder. I jump, and move my body closer to Harry.

  "Cam? What's wrong, babe?" His voice is raspy, and worry covers it.

  "T-thunder..." Is all I manage to say. Memories come flooding into my mind, and I desperately try to push them away.

  Boom! Crash! Boom! Crash! Boom!

I open my eyes to the sound of a thunder storm.

Mommy always said that it was just the angels playing bowling, and when it rains it means that they are crying.

Daddy had other scenarios: Thunder means that Satan has just shot an angel, and the rain is the clear blood falling down on us.

Daddy's comment made me scared of storms.

I run to mommy's room, and push the door open.

When I look on the bed daddy is with a girl, not my mommy. He kisses the girl.

  "Daddy?" Daddy looks at me, his nose flares. In his eyes I see anger.

  "Get the fuck out!" I cry at daddy yelling at me.

Why is he with another girl besides mommy?

Where is mommy?

I go downstairs to see mommy sleeping on the couch. I walk over to her, with my teddy bear.

  "M-Mommy?" I say through tears. My mommy jumps at the sound of my voice.

She hugs me, and holds me in her lap.

  "What's wrong baby girl?" Mommy speaks quietly, in a hushed tone.

  "Who is with daddy? And the storm scared me, I thought about what daddy said, about the angels, and shooting." She sighs and nods, pulling me closer.

  "It's ok mi bebe, mommy's here. Don't worry about daddy, I'm here. I'll always be here. Mommy loves daddy no matter what, alright?" I nod while yawning.

  (A La Nanita Na Na Cheetah Girls)

  "A la nanita na na nanita ella, nanita ella. Mi nina tiene sueno bendito sea; bendito sea." My mommy sang to me softly, to make the bad dreams go away.

When she finished the song, she made the sign of the cross on my forehead, then kissed it soon after.

Dreams of the Holy Family, and my mommy and I flowed through my mind. The Holy Family will save my mommy and I from my daddy's bad ways.

I silently cry into Harry's bare shoulder. He caresses my hair, and rubs my back.

Our legs are tangled, and the warmth radiates from his body, onto mine.

  "Shhh...baby its alright." He coos. My heart melts at his words, even though they are simple.

  "Why do you care for me?" The words leave my mouth, along with small whimpers.

He looks at me for a moment as if to take in my features. He looks into my eyes, and smiles.

  "Cam if only you knew how special you are to me. You aren't just my girlfriend, or someone I love. You are so much more than that, and I can't find the right words to describe what you mean to me, because those words haven't been made yet."

He leans and kisses my nose, a small tear falls from my eye. He looks at me, and smiles lovingly. "My emotional, and sensitive girl." I look up and kiss his lips.

Harry always seems to calm me when I'm in need, no matter the problem. That is how I know he loves me.

I still need to take a sex ed class, to learn how to please him more. I want to know how to make him feel my love, and desperation to be with him.

We obviously have to talk in the morning about where we stand as of now. Having sex isn't going to solve our problems, but if they did I wouldn't complain.

For right now I push all thoughts away and snuggle closer to Harry.

His chest is strong, and comfortable. His arms flex while they hold me closer to him. I can't help but to run my finger over the medium sized muscle.

He shivers at my soft, sensual touch. I look up to see him smirking at me.

  "If you keep touching me like that, I might have to make love to you again." I laugh at his offer, and kiss his cheek.

I rest my head on his chest, and close my eyes.

Dreaming of a tanned skin, black winged angel, with bright jade green eyes.

Harry is my Dark Angel, and I'm his Light Angel, coming to bring him from the darkness.

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Sorry that this is a short chapter:/ It is 12:24 in the morning! Haha!

So if you want to hear the whole song look it up! I know what most of you are think Cheetah Girls? Really? And my answer is "I don't care I love it!"

That was the movie when I was younger ok! Girl, the shows my "cousins" (Not actual cousins, but we were close like that) my sister, and I put on could've gotten us on Broadway! lol

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