Justins POV:
Every guard I had up fell as I heard her scream my name and saw her running at me. My heart was pounding so hard I thought it was going to jump out of my chest. I caught her as she jumped on me, feeling her touch brought so many feelings back like they never left. Like I had just held her in my arms yesterday. She was sobbing onto my back and I couldn’t help but cry too. The feeling of finally being with someone you’ve missed for so long is overwhelming and amazing. Why I waited so long to call was a mystery to me now if I would’ve known this is what would have happened if I did. I noticed she was lifting her head, leaning her forehead on mine making eye contact with me for the first time in too long.
I was staring into her big brown eyes, they were mesmerizing, so beautiful I never wanted to look away. But I examined her face every inch of it, so in case she ever went away again I’d never forget what she looked like so close. My mouth moved for me, because my mind was lost in thought
“I missed you”
I said, and I heard her speak at the same time. The exact same words. It’s like our minds were connected, we were always so alike. She’s my other half, my everything. I need her to survive I need her to feel complete.
As all these thoughts of how much I need her were flying through my head I kissed her. And when our lips were against eachothers my heart felt like it stopped, along with time. Everything around us disappeared in the room and it was just her and me. Then I felt a cold breeze from the wide open door behind me, I stepped forward kicking it shut with my foot and tightening my grip around Selena. Never wanting this moment to end. Finally, finally we were together again.
“Finally…” She whispered on my lips then kissed me again.
I began smiling ear to ear while still trying to kiss her. She lifted her head and looked at me with a confused look. I smiled even bigger and so did she
“It’s like you can read my mind Sel. All the time” I finally said
“Well that was one of the greatest things about us Jay, we were always on the same wavelength… or whatever” she giggled.
“God Selena I missed you laugh” I said pressing my lips to hers again.
I couldn’t get enough. It’s like her kisses were my drug and I was addicted. I felt like a druggie who went through rehab but just had a withdrawal. I couldn’t contain myself and I couldn’t stop. She finally pulled her head back and I could feel her legs moving so I put her down and released my grip from her. She put her hand in mine and pulled me to the living room.
As we walked in her living room I was everything was arragned different. She had gotten different pictures on her fireplace and a new TV. She pulled me down on the couch and gave me another hug, she was still crying but not as hard as she was when we first embraced eachother.
“I had to change everything when everything happened” she said looking around the room. “I couldn’t handle waking up in the morning and seeing everything and remembering you. We had memories all over this house and I didn’t want to move because I love it here. So I just changed everything except the kitchen” she said half smiling at me.
“I’m so sorry Selena.. I don’t even know where to begin” I said breaking eye contact with her and looking down at the ground. I couldn’t look her in the eyes right now, because I didn’t want to start crying again. “The thing that hurt the most out of this whole thing, knowing that you missed me too is that you were just as unhappy as I was. While you were gone I was able to convince myself that you were better off. That you knew it was better for you to not be with me, and know I’m finding out everything I thought was wrong and it was just hurting you too. I’m so sorry baby I’m so sorry”
