Justins POV:
How could I be so stupid as to fall asleep. When I came I laid on my couch for what seemed like 2 seconds then I woke up almost 2 hours later! Fuck. I called Selena and let her know I was really sorry. But I could hear something in her voice, she said she just woke up but I know better than that. She never slept during the day unless she was on tour. Even then she hardly did, she’s a very active girl.
I ran upstairs and grabbed some clothes then out the door I was. I got in my car and plugged in my ipod and on my way to Selenas I was. It was a little after 8 so I knew traffic was going to be bad, it’d take me about 45 minutes to get there.
Once I thought I was in the clear, California traffic decided to bit me in the ass. I guess there was an accident up ahead and there was so way I’d be able to turn around I was closed in my 2 lanes on each side. So I turned up my music and stared at the stars. You can hardly see the stars out in California, but sometimes you’d be able to see one or two, depending on where you were. Selena was lucky, the view from her bedroom was gorgeous. You could see so many stars above the ocean. I smiled remembering all the nights we had spent on her balcony looking out over the water.
Traffic started moving a little bit but nothing to get excited over, once I knew I’d be later than usual I texted Sel.
There was an accident babe, I’m stuck on the highway. Be there asap. Love and miss you hun.
I put my phone down and thought about how hard it’d be to tell her I’d have to leave this weekend. Our weekend, the weekend we should’ve been able to spend together I have to go to NYC because Scooter can’t keep his mouth shut. I remembered when we started fighting a lot because we were both traveling and our schedules hardly worked together, and whenever we had free time to see each other we were supposed to be sleeping.
“Seriously Justin you couldn’t have called to let me know you were going to ditch me?!” Selena yelled into the phone.
“Sel I’m sorry… I got held up at the studio and there were fans out back and I said hi to them I just lost track of time.” I said looking out the window. Kenny was driving but I didn’t care that he was there, he’s heard it all between me and Sel. I usually just acted like he wasn’t thee.
“You always get held up Justin! God damnit, I never forget about you ever. It’s not fair. Remember when I came to South America for you. I was running on no sleep! And I was still able to make it. So I’m fed up with this shit Justin seriously.” She let out a big sigh and waited for me to say something.
“Selena I’m sorry! Fuck I’ll see you tomorrow” and I hung up. I was fed up with her yelling at me, I’m not as perfect as she is.
“You alright little man?” Kenny asked putting a hand on my shoulder for comfort.
“Ya I’m straight. She just gets me so mad. I’m not doing this on purpose I’m just so busy with pleasing everyone, she can balance everything perfectly I’m trying but I always miss something. It’s either I forget about her, or I forget to do this for Scooter or my fans are wondering where I am and why I haven’t been tweeting or whatever. It’s like I can never do everything right.” I vented letting all my feelings out. I was so stressed I couldn’t handle it.
“Hey lil man, listen, don’t worry about it. This is a lot of stuff for a kid your age to handle. I think you’re doing a pretty damn good job. You know Sel’s been in this industry longer than you have, she has more experience with a packed schedule. You’ll learn, it just takes time. And you know this fight with her wont last. You guys both have a lot on your plates right now. She’s probably just upset about something else.”
