Justins POV:
“Yay home sweet home!” I shouted as I waited for Selena to drop her bags then I picked her up bridal style and walked around our apartment.
“So this is the couch / futon I got for us see it’s not that bad.” I pointed to it and she smiled at me and nodded in approval “And this is the nicest TV ever right, I didn’t get a 3D one because I know how you are about those things, and this is our bedroom!” I shouted bursting through the door and there was a california king size bed with dark grey silk sheets I had bought and a dark wood bed stand. I placed Selena on the bed softly and laid down next to her.
“You did good babe, I’m actually surprised.” She giggled and rolled over on my chest. “I love you so much J” she breathed out.
“I love you too Sel, it’s you and me forever, even though that’s not long enough. I’m never going to leave you, ever. This is our first big step, our own place, soon we’ll be walking down the aisle together, then we’ll have kids! And then probably die when we’re older but who knows. Maybe they’d master freezing people by that time.” I said smiling to myself and getting lost in my thoughts. But then Selena sat up in a hurry and walked into the living room.
“Baby where are you going?” I asked confused and I followed her.
Selenas POV:
I just couldn’t handle it anymore. I was able to keep quite on the plane, and the taxi ride. Taking pictures with fans and signing a few autographs took my mind off the fact I might be pregnant for a little bit, but now Justin’s talking about our kids. I can’t take it, I’m freaking out and I can’t keep quite any long.
“Baby where are you going?” Justin shouted out to me and then I felt his hand on mine.
I pulled him to our futon and placed my head on his shoulder.
“J there’s something I need to tell you…” I said hesitantly, when I finished my sentence I felt his body tense up we did the same thing when we heard this phrase, it’s awful trying to guess what’s in someone else’s mind.
He swallowed then said “What is it Selena?”
I rustled on the couch and took a deep breath.
“Well I’m not sure about anything, I haven’t even made sure if it’s true. But…” I trailed off trying to phrase each word perfectly.
“For christs sake Sel what is it?!” He said loudly.
“Justin I might be pregnant. With work and everything I didn’t even think about my period, I was supposed to get it about 2 ½ weeks ago but it just hasn’t come. I didn’t understand at first how this could even be possible, I didn’t miss a pill… but then I remembered a couple of weeks ago we didn’t use a condom in the shower or the pool. So I don’t know J, I’m freaking out.”
After I spilled everything out I waitied, it felt like I waited forever and he still hadn’t said anything.
“Hello Justin, please say something.” I said sitting up and looking at him.
Justins POV:
This can’t be happening, she’s pregnant? Or could be? That would be… awful? But why would it be. We’re old enough, she’s 23 and I’m 21 about to be 22. There’s been people who have kids at our age… it’d be different if she actually would’ve been pregnant back when we were teenagers in Hawaii. But now we’re adults right? So it’s not that big of a deal… it’s just a really big shocker.
“Hello Justin, please say something.” I heard Selena say with worry in her voice.
“I… I don’t know what to say babe.” I finally said.
I heard her sigh and she put her head into her hands and started to shake her head back and forth.
“What are we going to do, I couldn’t get a test because, I just thought I could be pregnant last week and I was nervous to go buy one and I knew I couldn’t have mom go get one and I just don’t know J, I don’t know.” She sounded like she was about to cry.
“Sel come here, baby if you knew about this last week why didn’t you tell me. Shhhh it’s okay Sel. We’re going to be okay. If you are pregnant, it’s not that big of a deal.” I pulled her close to me but when I was finished talking she shot up.
“What do you mean it’s not that big of a deal, J that’s a huge deal! We’d have a kid, a KID JUSTIN. That’s not a big deal to you?!” She was getting mad but that’s not what I meant.
“Wait no no it would be but I’m saying it might not be as bad as you might think. We’re older now… if we have a kid it’d just be… a blessing. Don’t think about it as such a bad thing, I mean yeah it might be a surprise but… we’d be okay.” I said smirking at her trying to reassure her everything would be okay.
She looked up at me still with a scared look on her face but then she smiled.
“Maybe you’re right J, I probably just overreacted. But it would be a huge surprise, I mean. We’ve both got work in the future I’m supposed to be going on tour in 10 months. How would I be able to do that with a kid? I’m just scared, but thank you babe. Thanks for being so understanding, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you right away. I just didn’t know how to say it.” She said as she put her head onto my shoulder and I put my arm around her.
“Do you want me to get a test Sel?” I asked as I looked down at her as she stared out the window.
“Yeah we need to, cause if I am I shouldn’t be drinking anything… and we’ll have to start planning.” She stood up and looked out on NYC. “It’s so beautiful J, I don’t know how I can thank you enough for this place.”
I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist.
“Anything for you Sel, you’re everything to me.” I put a hand on her stomach and rubbed little circles “And if there’s a baby in there I’ll do anything for it too.” I kissed her on the cheek and turned to sit back down on the couch and called Kenny.
“Kenny I need a favor.” I said right as he answered.
“What’s wrong lil man?” He asked worried.
“I need you to get a couple pregnancy tests and bring em to the apartment in the morning.”
There was a long pause on the phone and I waited to see what he was going to say, or how he was going to react.
“You got it lil man, how’s Sel with this whole thing?” He asked with still no emotion in his voice.
“She’s worried and kinda shaken up but she’s doing okay. We just need to know for sure ya know.”
“Ya I know lil man, are you guys going to sleep soon? I can have them over to you in less than an hour?” He asked, he kind of took me off guard I didn’t expect him to be able to get them so quickly without the paps chasing whoever goes to get them down.
“Hold on let me ask the boss.” I said as I turned to Selena and I heard Kenny laugh.
“Babe you want the test now? Or in the morning?”
“Um now Justin.” She said giving me a silly look wondering why I even asked that question at all.
“The boss would like them now please.”
“Alright lil man I’ll have someone bring them up asap.”
“Thanks Kenny.” And I hung up.
“Baby Kenny’s bringing them here within the hour. So lets hang out, watch an episode of Vampire Diaries and wait.” I said as I turned on the TV and popped in the DVDs since we didn’t have DISH yet.
Sel plopped down next to me and gave me a quick kiss.
“I love you, what would I do without you J.”
