Selenas POV:
Me and Justin were only able to get through one episode of The Vampire Diaries when our doorbell through our intercom went off. Justin walked over and pressed the button which turned on the video camera so we could see who was trying to get to our floor.
“Hey Kenny you wanna just put them in our mailbox it’ll shoot it up here.” Justin said through the intercom.
“Ok lil man, what’s your guy’s apartment number? And text me and let me know the results ight. I’ll see you two tomorrow.” He said as he stared into the camera lens.
“Will do Ken and it’s 489.” Justin replied.
Kenny nodded his head and pressed a few buttons on the intercom and then put the brown paper bag in a slot then walked away. Justin pressed the mail button on the keypad, there was a weird vacuuming noise then the brown bag shot up right next to the intercom and Justin opened the slot and pulled the bag out.
“Well that’s pretty awesome. Too bad the first time we get mail it’s these tests.” He said walking over to me handed me the bag.
“Alright here goes nothing.” I said standing up and walking towards the bathroom. “I suppose I should take all of these, right?” I asked him knowing he didn’t really know the answer.
“I guesso Sel. Go pee on those sticks so we can find out if you’ve got a baby inside of you or not.” He said half smirking. I knew he was just trying to lighten the mood but I was in no mood to be laughing or joking about anything right now.
I went into the bathroom and closed the door behind me, there were 5 different tests in there and all of them had 2 tests each, so 10 tests should defiantly give us a final answer. I opened all of them up and sat on the toilet. Once I was done I placed all the caps back on the tests and put them in the sink. I walked over to the hand sanitizer dispensary we had in our bathroom and squirted some out. Then I opened the door still rubbing the hand sanitizer into my hands and sat down next to Justin.
“So how long do we have to wait?” He asked.
I heard him as the question but my mind was too busy going over everything. What if I am pregnant? So much will change, both of our moms will be happy. But I can’t shake the feeling that it’s too soon for us to have a kid of our own. We haven’t even talked about getting married, and I don’t know how long Justin leased this apartment for, is this space big enough for us to raise a kid in? Should we get a house out in Cali that way it’s more segregated, quieter?
“Hello, earth to Selena?” Justin said louder this time.
“Oh uhm, five minutes. Well probably four now.” I replied quietly.
“Baby what’s going through your mind right now?” J asked pulling me close to him and rubbing my arm for comfort.
“I’m just scared Justin, I mean I always planned on having children of my own but now? Right now? I didn’t plan for it to happen right now, and if I am pregnant I had a few drinks over the past 2 months. I haven’t been drunk but I’ve still been drinking, that can’t be good for the baby. And where will we raise him or her, here? Is this place big enough? And eventually the paparazzi are going to figure out this is our apartment and they’ll be just waiting for us to walk out the front door. I don’t want to raise our kid in that.” I said stumbling over every word, I was ranting and getting everything I had to say out now. I was scared, I was really really scared.
“Baby shhh, calm down. We’ll get through this we’ll make it work. And if you are pregnant we can just keep this apartment throughout your pregnancy and when our lil miracle is finally here we can get a new place, a quieter place.” He said in a soothing tone, it really did help but I couldn’t calm myself down.
