It was 3 in the morning when we got home. I felt like my body was powering and shutting down. I tried to keep my eyes open so I can make in into the house, but as I got out the car, I feel asleep on the ground. Brittany woke me up and helped me into the apartment. I never knew I could be this sleepy. When I reached the bed, I fell asleep without taking my clothes or makeup off. I found myself having a bad dream.
"Be still or I'll kill you!" he said, talking through his black mask. I squirmed and kicked in between the legs. He grunts and held my wrists down so hard, I can feel from my wrist and up going numb. "Get off me!" I screamed as loud as i could. I thought he was the only there, but I was mistaken when I saw another buff guy come up next to him and hand him something. It look like a knife or a razor. That's when I start to panick because the second I saw it, I knew I was going to die. The guy next to him tore off my clothes leaving me with my panties and bra on. They tied me down to the bed and covered my mouth with a towel. "You're gonna regret some things." The dude with the black mask said. He gently dragged the cold knife up my stomach to the bottom of my bra. He started to press harder and harder on the knife. "I should kill you right about now." I shook my head in a swift speed. I was trying to say "No, No" , but it came out like "mm uhh. Mm uhh" . He put his hands around my neck a chocked me harder every second. So hard til I almost thought my wind pipe was breaking. He took the knife and stabbed me in the side, hard. The pain was unbearable. I started screaming out the top off my lungs, but he kept stabbing me even more. Just as I thought somebody came and saved me, I blacked out.
I woke up breathing hard and sweating. I jumped when I saw Brittany right beside the bed. "Girl, what's goin' on with you?! I heard you screaming and I came in running because I thought somebody was tryin' to kill you. I tried to wake you up constantly." Brittany said. "Brittany he..he..and He kept choking me and he tried to kill me-" I broke into sobs trying to explain. "Girl, it's okay! It was just a bad dream." Brittany said while rubbing my back. A few minutes later, I went into the kitchen to see what Brittany was cooking. "I never thought a girl like you would have bad dreams like that. It scared me when I saw you squirming and crying. I never saw you like that." Brittany said. She looked up at me like she was really concerned. "I never thought that I would have that bad dream again. I mean, like I keep having it over and over. Britt, I'm trynna' to tell you that something isn't right. He's here and I know it. I just don't understand why he won't leave me alone. Like, I have bad dreams, but I don't have it over and over. And I don't even know what he looks like." "Well, let me ask you a question then since we're on this subject." She said, pouring coffee in her mug and walking to the table where I was."Do you think it's Trey?" "I don't even know any more. In the dream, It felt like it was so real. I actually felt that knife in my side. I'm just scared. Ya know?" "I feel ya. It be like that sometimes." Britt said, pouring another cup of coffee. "Go get some sleep. Maybe tomorrow we can find you job or something. Maybe do somethin' together." "Okay, If you need me, I'll be in the back." I got up and went back to bed. My head ached and body dragged. It's like this day is living in hell.