DESPERATE

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ni hideousfrigid

Dedicated kay sugarandalmonds

ni hideousfrigid

So I dedicate this story to sugarandalmonds hi ate! love you po hahaha ang bait nya promise. Check her works its worth reading.

note : this is super short. as in

Inikot ko ang aking paningin at hinanap siya.

" Monzuego!" hindi nya ako pinansin, as always. Nilapitan ko ito at kinalabit.

"Hoy Arthur Monzuego!" irita syang lumingon saakin. Napansin kong may kasama syang babae. Maganda.

"what do you need Aubrey?" kalmado ngunit madiin nyang sabi.

"uh, kasi aayain sana kitang magdinner sa bahay. If you wont mind." i even smiled sweetly. He 'tsked' and look at me with irritation.

" I dont want to. Can you please atleast get lost for a while? Im with someone." still, I insisted.

"but-"

"I said no." napayuko nalang ako.

all this time alam ko namang pinipilit ko lang lagi ang sarili ko sa kanya. He once said, I sucks. Wala daw akong ibang alam kundi bwesitin sya. I always follow him. At school , at town, kilala rin naman ako ng parents nya. Is it bad if I like him too much to the point that I can feel that Im already falling?

honestly, i find it silly. Na minamahal mo yung taong kahit ni minsan di ka pinansin. I mean , paano nadevelop yung damdamin mo? Mahirap magexplain. Love is too hard to understand and to handle.

Nilampasan na nila ako ngunit ngunit lumingon saakin ang babaeng kasama nya.

" you know what? youre too desperate."

I know.

kaya siguro tama na. kasi sobra na. Kasi masakit na.

and for the first time, I can hear myself.

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if ever na may magbabasa nito. tenkyu! hahaha. maraming typo i know. even grammar. lol.