Monday, March 6th, 2017
Every day I have this sensation.
I'm drowning with nobody there to help me out of the water.
The longer I'm in it, the more salty liquid fills my lungs, suffocating me.
I gasp and scream, but nobody hears.
Nobody cares.
I can't tell my friends because they're dealing with things.
I don't want them to worry or make their ordeals worse.
When I think I've regained control, seaweed surrounds my foot and the tide drags me under.
Black dots cover my vision; the lack of oxygen taking it's toll.
Every day I do this. Over and over.
The outside world is oblivious.
My family is oblivious.
My friends are oblivious.
Soon, the waters will pull me under again, but I won't resurface.
YOU ARE READING
Journals Of A Not-So-Average Teenaged Girl
Non-FictionThis "story" will be sort of like a journal. In reading this, you get a glimpse into my life, and what I feel