I Hate You! [DM•JD One Shot]

I Hate You!

You never said you wanted a sad or happy one shot:)))))))
Derillo_Trash

It was tiring, it really was, he felt so used. He was only a toy, it was never serious, the relationship they had wasn't serious. He said so himself,

"this doesn't mean anything"
He was being used by him. Because he was the only one that can fill his sexual needs but then get left behind. He thought he looked loved him, thought he needed him, craved to hold him and keep him safe, but he only craves, needs and loves him when he wants sex

It wasn't fair, it really wasn't.
He hated it.
He hated this.
He hated Jorel.

I hate Jorel
I hate Jorel
I hate Jorel

He does, he needs to hate him. He isn't anything, he's only being used, he hates the way he gets treated, like full on shit.

As if the devil has heard him, heard his thoughts on what he wanted to do, to hate Jorel, there was a knock. Danny begged and pleaded quietly to the so called Gods, begging it wasn't that bastard he must hate

Hesitantly Danny opened the door, clenching his fists as he peeked out

"Hey baby" Jorel cooed, Danny flinched at the pet name that was so rare and came with this sex occasion

"Wh- Jay what are you doing here?" Danny asked bluntly, but he knew why Jorel was there

"To hang out with my one and only" Jorel said with a wink

Danny frowned, "one and only?" he murmured in question

"Well, duh, I love you baby"

"Love me?"

"Quit questioning everything"

Danny's frown grew more, he didn't bother yet to open his door all the way, he wasn't Jorels "one and only" and he knew that. Jorel had so many girls in his bed, hell, probably even guys, Danny didn't know why he allowed himself to be one except Jorel didn't make him get lost, he still uses him and Danny deeply hates it

Danny lost so many things after the first time with Jorel, one being his family. He lost Theresa and Scarlett after confessing to his wife, now he was alone with Jorel coming once in a while for sex

"I don't want to hang out today" Danny murmured as firmly as he could

"What do you mean?" Jorel asked, raising an eyebrow

"I mean I do not want you in my house, I do not want to "hang out"" Danny stated, raising his voice slightly but it failed in his attempt to be serious since his voice got all shaky

"But.. Why? Don't you love me?" Jorel asked

"No, it's not like you feel the same for me either"

"So then what? You don't love me then? What do you feel towards me?"

Danny felt his throat dry up as he looked at Jorel, he didn't know why but he was scared to tell him

I hate you
I hate you
I fucking hate you

Tears welled into his eyes, pathetic, he had no courage

"Come on Daniel, tell me what do you feel?"

Still Danny couldn't find his words to respond

"Go ahead, say it"

Danny gulped and darted his eyes down

"Say it" Jorel said again, "Do you hate me?"

Danny let a whimper like sound escape his lips, he couldn't find his voice to say it

"Tell me you hate me Danny, go ahead" Jorel urged

"I-I- stop" Danny mumbled, his voice low and quiet

"No, say it Danny, say you hate me" Jorel stated

Danny felt fumed burning in him, he wanted to say it, he needed Jorel to know

He needed Jorel to that...

"I hate you." Danny said, his eyes up and to Jorel, but that wasn't all he wanted to say, after those three words, he went on

"I fucking hate you, Jorel.
I HATE YOU, I HATE THIS, ALRIGHT?! I HATE THE WAY YOU TREAT ME LIKE A TOY, I HATE THE WAY YOU JUST USE ME AND THEN GO ON WITH OTHER PEOPLE LIKE I DON'T MATTER, I HATE THAT YOU TEMPTED ME TO BE WITH YOU AND NOW MY FAMILY IS GONE! I HATE THAT YOU DONT AND DIDN'T LOVE ME LIKE I LOVED YOU! I HATE IT JOREL, I HATE THIS, I FUCKING HATE YOU. I DON'T- I JU- FUCK!" Danny spilled out, his voice breaking into sobs as he fell to his knees, covering his face with his hands as he began to tremble with silent cries.

"I hate you.. I hate you.. I swear on my life I fucking do... I hate you Jorel.. So deeply much.." he whimpered

Jorel could feel his heart shatter right then, "Danny.." he whispered

"I hate you Jay. But we're in a band but my only decision is to forgive you, so you're forgiven, but I hate you" Danny said looking up at him

"I will never forget how you treated my like garbage and made me lose everything.. I really hate you. You never loved me, so be on your way and fuck someone else up.. Because I will not be your toy, this is it, we'll be okay with the guys... But not like this"

Jorel couldn't find words, he basically broke Danny, all he could find himself to do was move back, he didn't want to hurt Danny anymore

Turning to leave, he stopped in his tracks hearing Danny whisper, "but I still love you.."

Should I make a happier ending tho?????cx