To my parents

To my parents (mother) Part 1 ( You the Ones )

You, the one who claims to love me the most will never stop to make me feel the worst. You, the one who claims to know me the most have no idea of who I am in reality. You, who expect me to be just like they are, when will you understand that is not going to happen? You, the ones who try to make me believe lies about me. Yes, you. I have discovered since long ago that all of these are not true at all. You, the one who thinks can cheer me up is the very person who makes me feel even more sad. You, the one who says she would give everything to protect me, you turn out to be the one that frightens me the most. You, the ones who think that are building me to be great have no idea that I am nothing more than a flimsy structure in the inside. You, the one who promised to be always with me is also the first person to betray me. You, you claim to make the best decisions for me when in reality, the results are breaking me on the inside. You, the ones who think I have a happy life. Yes, you. Yes, I am talking to you. Come take a closer look. When you are able to see through me, you'll see a big, gray wreckage in the inside. Of all the people... Of all of them... It had to be you... Why? That is a question I will never be able to answer to myself. Of all the people in this world, it had to be you, the person I thought I could trust but I came to discover that I can't. You, the one who thinks you can hurt me by taking my "everything" away from me. Yes, it hurts a bit but you haven't been taking into account that you took away my 80% MATERIAL everything. I still have my drawing books. And I also have something that you will never be able to take away from me: my passion for writing. You, the one that doesn't know. You, the one that now will know that this flimsy little structure has been building itself on her own. And she will one day grow up to be great in what she likes and is good at. This girl has been managing with no one to rely on. And she has a goal right now. She make sure that you, the ones with a lack of understanding are proved wrong. She will make sure that you know that you are wrong about her. She will show you that she can do it. She can do things that you, the ones who can't see will not even imagine. I have been in my own for some time now and I have nothing to lose. You, the one who affirms statements without even knowing will fall. Because you don't know what's coming. And when it comes to me, I will be able to fix myself and I will rise to the skies while you, the ones who won't believe it, will stay on the ground and you will now see that I am not defeated by people like you: the ones who have absolutely no idea.