my dream

♥♥I don't want to keep this secret but I'm being forced to.♥♥

Chapter 1

Hi, so my name is Maya and my idols are all the members of our2ndlife. If you don't know who they are I think you should look them up right now becasue they are amazing guys. So, anyway I found out about them in March when I stayed home from school, not because I was sick I was just done with seeing people and dealing with all of the bullys. You see, I'm not very confident and I can be broken easily so I don't like talking to people.

I was on my IPad and I found a music video for little things by one direction on YouTube. I imedietly clicked it because they are my faviorite band. It wasn't the actual music video, it was 4 hot guys lip syncing to the song. When I was watching it I noticed one guy I could not stop staring at him, his name was Connor Franta. I searched him up on YouTube and was watching video after video of him. I stalked his twitter, tumblr and instagram. I realized I was falling in love with hime. He has stunning green eyes.  I would dream about him and I was practically mentally dating him. I found out that he was in a collab channel called, our2ndlife. Every single boy in that collab channel was breathtaking and made me happy in a splt second. 

Even though I fell in love with all of them Connor Franta really stuck out to me. I would go home and watch his YouNow shows after track practice. They all made me forget all the bad things that happened that day and made me feel confident and beautiful. It was crazy how in love with them I was. But then I realized that he doesn't even know my name, he doesn't know I exsist. But I know every thing about him. Like his favorie colorr is moron, he goes to college at SJU and he hit his head on a sign at his brothers basketball game and thats why he has a bumb there. So I decided I should mak e a fan account on twitter. Maybe he would notice me and then I could tell him how he saved my life. 

I made my fan account and I barley had any followers but I would spam all 6 of them to get a follow. I was doing this all summer. I didn't talk to any of my "friends" I stayed inside all day watching their videos and stalking them on twitter andI was enjoying it because these boys make me happy. 

One day Connor was having a huge following spree to celebrate 200k followers on twitter so my friend that I met on twitter was helping me get a follow, We were skyping. Then, I got a notification that Connor Franta followed me. 

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Okay,  hey! That was my first chapter and my first time writing a fanfic. This was just a short intro so don't worry it will get way better later! I will update as soon as I can! Thanks for reading this! 

ily,

Kayla

(follow me on twitter- @connorthecatt)