I've always kinda been into Joey. Well, ever since I layed my eyes on him. It was a kinda love nobody else could really see. Of course he wasn't aware of my feelings. I held them in. And I've been holding them in for over a year now. I've felt his lips against mine multiple times. And it was the best feeling in the world. But there is no way he felt the same way I do. He thinks it's all for show, and that the only reasons I do these things is for the fans. But the truth is, I can't hide anymore. He's the only reason for my smile. Nobody has ever made me smile as much as he can. Not even Lisa can bring a true smile to my face. Hell, that bitch gets what she deserves every now and then from my beatings. Now, Shisa is fake of course. But Shoey , that's a whole different story. Joey may just go along with Shoey, but I sure as hell love it.
I heard a knock at the door. Great. Lisa is home with Corny. She took the dog to get groomed. And honestly, the 2 hours she's been gone, has been a great way to relax.
I open my door and seen Joey in the kitchen fixing himself some lunch.
"Hey Joey." I said
"Oh, uh, hi Shane. Just came by to see if you wanted to shoot a quick challenge video", Joey said
"I, uh, i'd love to. Have anything in mind?" I asked, flashing him a smile
"Let's just wing it! Like a little birdie" Joey said making shaping a bird with his hands and waving it in the air.
"Please don't bring up birds, I've had enough of birds" I said pointing to my phone
"You really needa get rid of that game! It's going to mess you up even more!" Joey laughed
I pushed him playfully into the fridge. Why does he have to be so attractive? I just want to shove my lips against his. I found myself scanning his body as he continued to go through my fridge. He was so cute. I imagines myself kissing him hard against the fridge and he roamed his hands all around my body.
"Shane" Joey whispered
I quickly opened my eyes and grabbed the counter
"Sorry, just feeling a little off today" I quickly stated
"Need anything? I can go pick up-"
"I'm fine Joey"
I loved how much he cared for me. I mean, it gets to my head sometimes, but I really love it.
"So is Lisa here?" Joey asked
"No, she'll be gone for another hour or two I think." I replied
Joey smiled and gave me a strange look. I gave him a smile and a flip of the hair
"Shane" Joey said
"Joey" I replied in a dumb tone
"Shane, stop"
He put his arm on my shoulder and the one on the other. He looked straight into my eyes as I stood there. Is Joey going to kiss me? No. There's no way.
He moved his face closer to mine, in a very odd way.
"It looks like you have something on your lip" Joey said with a fake disgusted look on his face
"shut the hell up" I playfully yelled as I stomped out the kitchen
"I ship us you know" Joey said taking a mouthful out of his sandwhich.
"Hashtag shoey fo' days" I shouted
"oh my God Shane" he laughed
Why couldn't he be mine?
