Genderfluid!CanadaxReader

Matthew "Mattie" and Madeline "Maddie"

You sighed gently as you looked from your (journal/diary/work/book/etc) to the picture frame, it was specially designed and made by Mattie for you. It was made of maple wood, it was opened like a book would be, with carvings of maple leaves decorating along the sides and a carving of a (favorite flower) on one side and a carving of a (favorite animal) on the other, the top half being taken up by a picture and the bottom by the carvings. On the 'cover' of the 'book' was a carving of your name and decorative carvings as well.

On one side was a picture of you and Matthew, he was wearing a normal pair of beige pants and a matching knee length lighter beige coat, white mittens with a red maple leaf on the palm, and cute little googlies hiding his glasses. It was winter and you two were in the woods, you were wearing black snow pants with a stripe of (favorite color) on the side of each leg, a matching snow jacket over top of a black wool turtleneck sweater, and a pair of (color you wear most) gloves and matching beanie. You were standing beside each other, holding each others hands and a few snowmen behind you as well as an igloo that he somehow made, he did the infrastructure and you made the snow bricks.

On the other side was you and Maddie, she was wearing a white sun dress the hem that ended right below her knees was stitched with red thread to be maple leaves, she wore a long sleeve cardigan that was red and ended just a little bit longer then her dress, it was also the opposite color scheme that was red with maple leaves stitched along the bottom, this time having matching along the pockets on the cardigan jacket as well, she wore a white choker with a maple leaf charm. She wore a matching red beret on top of her long blonde hair held up in pigtails over her shoulders. She was wearing a pair of glasses as well, and a maple leaf barrette that you gave her for (Christmas/Hanukkah/Yule/etc). You were wearing a (color you wear) sundress that was knee length with thick straps, with stitching in (second color you most wear) thread along the hem and a shiny (favorite color) ribbon along the empire waist. Your (hair length) (hair color) (curls/tresses/locks) were held back with a jeweled (favorite flower) barrette that Maddie had given you for (Christmas/Hanukkah/Yule/etc). The two of you had actually given each other a barrette, you the maple barrette to her and her a (favorite flower) barrette to you. It had been funny, you had opened it first and started laughing. She had been hurt until you told her to open hers and she had giggled seeing what you had given her. In the picture you two were hugging, looking at the camera with your arms wrapped around each other and faces against one another, you were smiling wide and she had a gentle smile but was winking.

Madeline Williams and Matthew Williams were brother and sister, twins. Maddie was your best friend while Mattie was your boyfriend. You had never spent a day together with the twins at the same time, but it didn't seem strange to you. Whenever one was going to be with you, the other was busy. Either going to see their half-brother, an American named Alfred, a cousin named Francis, or the other cousin being a Englishman named Arthur. Or to see friends, a man named Lovino who lived in south Italy, another man named Gilbert who lived in south Germany-or if you believed him Prussia-or another friend being in Ukraine named Katusha, or even to visit their parents in (Canada/Quebec/Ottawa).

That (Christmas/Hanukkah/Yule/etc) Maddie was going to go to spend it with her parents so you two had celebrated the holiday three days earlier, and then you celebrated the actual holiday with Mattie. You didn't think anything of it but at the same time there was a huge secret you didn't know.

You and Mattie hadn't been dating that long, only four months, and your relationship, friendship, was only seven months on. You knew them for a bit longer before you really hit it off with the two but you guys did.

You headed to the house, you had made up some maple cookies and maple-caramel popcorn, you were going to watch a movie with Maddie, a girls night. Mattie went to hang out with Francis so the two of you could have a girls night. After you watched the movie you'd braid each others hair, paint each others nails, and do face masks and such.

You had a spare key, you had house sat for them once when they took a trip back to (Canada/Quebec/Ottawa). You had tried to give it back to them, Mattie was the one who came to say hi to you and for you two to have some alone time, when they came back but Mattie had told you not to worry about it. It was shocking that they gave you a key to their house.

So you went in, it was too hard to hold onto the packages so you slipped in. You put the cookies and popcorn down on the counter and looked around. "Maddie?" You asked down the hall towards her room, you knocked, the door wasn't closed the entire way so when you knocked on it the door was pushed open.

You gasped at what you saw, it was Mattie wearing a padded bra and shapeware knickers, holding a sleep top, one that you had seen Maddie wear, and brushing a long blonde wig. It took you a bit of time for you to realize that Mattie and Maddie were one in the same.

Mattie looked up and froze seeing you in the door, frozen still and he turned shocked at you. "Name?" He asked going slightly green. "Wh...what are you doing here?" He asked and then looked down and bit his lip.

"Wh...why? Why did you...." you couldn't even finish your thought. However he answered you anyway.

"I'm genderfluid Name, sometimes I feel like a man but sometimes I feel like a woman. I didn't mean for this to happen, I just didn't know how to tell you when it became more." He whispered looking down, "go ahead...call me a freak, a perv....I deserve it. I should have told you as soon as we started dating." He was crying slightly however you had started to calm down.

In truth you had gotten a slight crush on Maddie as well, that you liked her had made you feel horrible. She was your best friend and your boyfriend's sister. What kind of betrayal were these feelings? However now it made sense, they were one in the same, you couldn't love one and not the other.

"I'm not going to say that Mattie." You said, silently walking up to him and catching his face in your hand, tilting his face to look at you. "I am kind of sad you didn't tell me, and I wonder when you planned to tell me, but I understand why you didn't." You smiled at him gently and leaned (up/over/down) to kiss his cheek.

"Name?" He asked confused, he didn't know for sure if you were accepting him, did you want him only as Mattie.

"I don't care Mattie, male or female, as long as you are you I don't care." You whispered to him kissing him gently. "I love you for you."

"Name," he whispered gently kissing you passionately. He held you close to his chest, your breasts pressing against the padded bra. "J'taime, (I love you,)" he whispered back.

"So how about we go and watch the movies?" You asked him, "and if you're feeling like Maddie then go ahead and finish getting dressed, or if you're feeling like Mattie go ahead and change into Mattie clothing." You then scratched the back of your neck, "if that's how this all works."

Mattie grinned at you and kissed your forehead. "Merci, (Thank you,) I'll finish getting ready, go ahead and relax a while." He grinned at you and you smiled, he kissed your forehead and then you headed out.

It was hard to come up with friends for Canada, since one of the things is he is ignored, it is almost a character trait. So I've heard it that he is a friend of South Italy, both being in the shadow of a brother, Prussia and Canada are known to be friends-and I so ship them being lovers, but this is a reader insert-and the last one I've heard of Ukraine being friends with Canada, both are very sweet and I like them being friends.