Brendon Urie Imagines

There's no Sunshine

 but i So imagines. Me and my friend are writing this for @usernamegggg. This imagine contains suicide so be warned it could be triggering. also if you're dyslexic Y/N is Your name and Y/L/N is your last name

Your POV

I'm currently going home to my boyfriend Brendon. I was out of town to visit family and just got back so now I'm driving home. When i finally get home and unlock the door Penny Lane and Bogart jump on me, and the Brendon walks over and life seems ok. "Babe it's been awhile hasn't it." he says before giving me a quick kiss. We spend the rest of the day catching up. i never expect a thing. It's around 11:00 when we go to bed and then the next day i go to work. While I'm at work i get a unexpected phone call. "Hello?' i say "Are you Y/N Y/LN?' the person asks "Yes why?' i ask "Your boyfriend Brendon Urie I'm sorry to tell you this but he committed suicide." i feel tears prick my eyes and I try to stop myself from having a breakdown. 

"T-t-hank y-you f-for letting me k-know." i see my voice cracking and i hang up finally letting myself break down. i leave work without letting my manager know because right now Brendon is my biggest priority. He seemed okay last night but today he decided to take his own life. When i get home I see police cars but the police let me through they probably know i live here but that is not what I'm concerned about right now. I walk to our room and see him there hanging from the ceiling his eyes blank and lifeless. I don't know what I'll do without him. i walk into the backyard and see the dogs there. i smile sadly as i look at them. i walking into the studio but i think i may be going insane because I see Brendon sitting there playing guitar. I also see the notebook he uses to write song lyrics open to a song he must've been writing called Impossible Year. The first lyric is There's no sunshine. I can't take this anymore I leave the studio but I see him there backflipping into the pool. Am I going insane? I go back into the house and I see him there playing the piano.

I can't handle life anymore I'm going to so I'm going to end it. I can't live without Brendon and I didn't realize it till I lost him.  I've made my decision i go upstairs and get a rope. I tie the noose and climb onto a chair wrapping the noose around my neck. Then I kick the chair away feeling the air leave my lungs until it all fades to black.

Here hoes chapter one is here.