Problems

Chapter 1 - Friends

"Where did they go!" questioned Darren. "I am pretty sure they went into the bathroom." I doubtfully said. My friends all ways excluded me and probably didn't notice me. "I'll check in them!" Zoey exclaimed. Zoey is my best friend, she is extremely kind and always says the truth. I knew she would never hurt me but she hangs out with the people who do. She know what happened three years ago but she doubts that this will happen with them. I wait for Ming Hao and Darren to finish their lunch. They are my guys best friends, they are friends with everyone but hangs out with "us". "Us" is Alex (rude), Jessica (Queen Bee), Darren and Ming Hao (Super kind and supportive), Zoey (AMAZING best friend), Katie (Super Chill) Hailey (An outcast like me) and Me (the one and only loser Clarissa). We walked back the the class room to drop of our lunch kits and headed to the bathroom. I looked inside the toilet papered room to see my friends lock the door and laugh. I was hurt, not only because of this but the constant rudeness and sass they not only give to me but others. I ran outside the door and onto the field. It's was a cold rainy afternoon and it suited me mood perfectly. Hailey, Ming Hao, Darren, and Jen (a fourth grader) came running after me. They knew what I have been through and how they treat me. But I was to stubborn and blind to believe that. They comforted me and told me to ignore them. 30 minutes after (I KNOW) they came and yelled at me. Why? I don't know. "Clarissa you need to stop being a drama queen, everyone is blaming us why you are pretending to cry" Jessica said hastily. "You guys should just leave her alone and give her some time" Zoey muttered. "Jen, why are you even here? You have no part in this. How about you just go back to being alone because no one likes you." Alex sassily said. Then I clicked "Why would you say that! You you have no heart?" I screamed in their faces. I ran after Jen. She cried under a tree and talked about death. "Everything would be better, I wouldn't have to deal with this. All my problems would be gone!" Jen whimpered. The memories that I shoved to the back of my head came back flowing.   

                  TO BE CONTINUED

Just to clarify this story is real and I just wanted to let this of my chest. The problems are still continuing but I hope everything will get better.

~Clarissa