Fanservice (RPW)

FS #4

— Break up act;

Years have passed but I still remember it.

Flashback [3 years ago]

You're late because you don't know where is your classroom at. You bumped on me and decided to ask about your classroom's whereabouts. Luckily we are classmates so I accompanied you to our next subject.

 

Our classmates started to teased us about what just happened, but we just keep our mouth zipped so that they will stop doing it and because they're crazy they still kept on teasing us.. And I heard that some of our classmates ships us. Made a loveteam and invented some couple names. They combined our name..

And one day.. You courted me and I answered you with my sweetest yes and... It's because I love you.

But in every love story.. There's a conflict. It can't be called love if there isn't. I have a heart disease and I need an immediate operation. I took the opportunity even if my chances to live is 50-50. It is a life and death situation. Live or die..

So because of my cowardice I chose to broke up with you.. Ended up our relationship saying "I don't love you anymore" even if I wanted to tell you the exact opposite of my words I let myself to sacrifice my happiness.. You are my happiness.

But because the reality that a person's life is a complicated one.. You can't bring back the time and undo what you have done.

I sticked to my plan. I broke up with you and took up my operation.. I called all the saints I know and prayed to them to let me live and enjoy my life here in the world made by God, I'm sure that God heard all of it and granted my prayers so He let me survived my operation by giving me all the strength I need.

After my operation and gained my strength, I decided to go at your house. But still deciding if I'm going to knock or not, but it looks like my hands have its own mind. [/knock at your door three times; you opened it..

"What do you need?" You asked me coldly "I miss you" this words just came out of my mouth, you look at me without an emotion but I hugged you in return. "I still love you.." I cried, yea I can't hold back my tears, they keep on falling from my eyes. "But you said you don't love me anymore?" You asked me with confusion.. "I need to say it because I need to took my operation, and I don't want you to be hurt if I'm not going to survive it.." I tried to explain and hoping that you will understand.. "But you did!" You shouted and it is the first time you raised your voice at me. "You've just hurt me.. Broke me into pieces, leave me hanging.. Still thinking the reasons why you broke up with me.. And ended up saying you don't love me anymore.. And knowing your reasons? It really hurts my feelings.. Know why? Because..

You're my everything!"

You shouted this words. I smiled. I hug you tightly. Still crying but I kiss your lips.

"Im so sorry, sorry, sorry.." You deepened the kiss..

End of Flashback---

Slowly walking down the car.. Holding up my tears.

I'm so happy!

Now walking at the aisle and looking at the people who loves us. I smile at them. I saw you at the altar. Wiping out your tears. 'I love you' I mouthed this words as I walk down the aisle.