Indigo Still

Chapter 5:Alfie&Indigo P.O.V

I wake up and look over to my left and see Ind lying there next to me. Even though she was a drunken mess she still looked fucking beautiful. Her messy waves spread across the pillow case as she peacefully slept.

She's been acting weird recently, distant, but more than usual. It's ever since the accident. Fuckk, it still makes me feel like shit that I didnt save her. It made me bloody aware that I can't fucking loose her. She means too much to me. I love her. I wouldnt be able to handle it.

The thing about me and Ind is that we're too much alike, we get eachother and I know she feels safe when she's with me because she knows what I am, what i'm about. Its simple me and her.

She turns in my direction and looks me in the eye. Those sexy, blue cat eyes.

"Morning beautsss" I say

"Morning" she says with a slight smile

" The Alfie mister has a plann, why don't we piss of with college and just hang out for today. Just us two, yeah babe?"

"Sure" she says blankly as she gets up and puts an oversized t-shirt over her half naked body.

"Cool babe. I'm just gonna go down stairs and get some grub, your good yeh?"

As soon as I question her being okay, her attitude transforms.

"Im fine Alfs" she said brightly

"Good good hun, see ya downstairs"

I leave the room and head downstairs into the kitchen. Shit this house is a mess from last night.  But fuck it, mum won't mind, she's barely here. Too busy fucking whatever new boyfriend she has.

I enter the kitchen and look for something edible, not really having much luck. Then I hear Ind walk through the door. Sometimes it scares me how she's always there.

"Want help making breakfast?" she says with a hint of mischief

" Haha sure thing peachyy" I reply back curious, raising an eyebrow

She puts some wheatabix and some out of date milk into a bowl, mashes it up together and looks back at me her eyes excited with the gloopy mixture in her hand.

"Nahh Ind, don’t even think about it!" I say challengingly

"Try me" She smirks as she perfectly throws the mixture at my chest, its coldness shocking me.

With adrenaline I say “Bring it on Ind, the Alfie mister is coming!"

Ind laughs out loud like fire as she starts to run.

I take some of the icky mixture and splat it right on her back. She turns round and dashes to the sink filling up a bowl of cold water as i continuously splat her with the mixture. Her face alive, eyes huge, laughing nonstop. Almost as if she couldn’t. 

Then suddenly she turns round and throws the huge bowl of water over me. We stare at eachother silent, looking at the colossal mess we made; then look back at eachother and burst out laughing, like we've never laughed before. We lay down next to eachother on the kitchen floor, smiling.

"I love you Ind" I whisper

"Me too Alfie....me too" she whispers back

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Indigo P.O.V.

It was cold enough that I could see my breath. I think it might rain soon; it smells like rain, that odd taint in the air. I shiver, huddled in my leather jacket on the bench overlooking the pond, watching the ducks. I take a last drag from my cigarette before passing it to Alfie. He inhales one drag before dropping it as I grind it under my boot. I go over to kiss him, the taste of nicotine between us.

"Come on princess. Let's go to a rave, I told you we'd have fun didn't I? He says wearing that cocky grin that says he's proud of himself. I miss that look when it goes away; I knows how hard it is for him to be proud of himself, how he is so used to thinking that he's shit.

"Sure" I say with a smile

I needed to get wasted. Alfie knew this. He knew why I loved it. He knew it was because I was in control, I change how I felt. It made me never stop, never slow down, never let the feelings - memories – in.

He grabs my hand as we get out of the park and run through a number of alleyways, lost in the night.

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Sorry this is so short! I just wanted you to catch more of a glimpse of Alfie's and Indigo's relationship and what Alfie's P.O.V is. Thank you for reading tho :) xxxx