Why?

Girl

Do you ever think to your self life is just a lie?
We all get put through hell at some point in our life's some people worse then others, some being bullied, some being mentally ill with depression and others being abused, believe me there is a lot more sadness in life then them three things but the real question is why?

I am just a human whom always has a smile on there face and hides there insecurities inside, my fears, my thoughts and my feelings.

I didn't tend to let anyone see them until one day and I met someone... someone I didn't know would mean so much to me and not know about the way I feel about them until it was to late.

Her name was unique and she was beautiful, we were best friends and I had always wanted to be more since the day I got to know her but she was in love with someone else and the worst thing was I always had to hear about it and it pained me but I knew that I need to put her before myself and that's what I always intended to do.
It's jade... that was her name she had brown hair green eyes and the most perfect smile.

I met her in high school in 7th grade she was in my art class, I had noticed her before but never spoke to her but that changed when I had to move to sit next to her in art, the first thing I noticed about her was her style of art..it was amazing too amazing...too ineffable. She seemed quite but that was not the case since I couldn't basically get a word in on our conversation the whole lesson."Hi I'm Jade...it's nice to meet you" she introduced her self in a sweet southing voice.

"Hi.....my names Ashley" I said as nervous as anything since I didn't really ever have many friends since I did not follow trends and where all the branded clothes in fashion. I used to get bullied for it a lot and would often get anxious of going to school.
"Cute name" she replied as the bell when as three quarters of the lesson had gone by before I got moved to sit next to Jade.

I grabbed my bag and through it over one shoulder and headed out to the library. That's where I spent every break and lunch since I was basically a loner and was antisocial but that day was different because Jade stopped me before I reached the library and asked
"Do you want to come and sit with me this break? I'm kind of alone"