Gather around while I confess
I swore to you I'd try my best.
Well here it is, my dear friend.
This is where it all comes to an end.
My whole life I've lived a lie
Wishing that I could die
Every yell, curse thrown outside my room
Wishing it would be over soon
Muster up my strength and wipe my tears
Push aside all my fears
Put on the mask that hides the truth
Whatever happened to my careless youth?
The easy smiles and long summer days?
Now I'm constricted by my own ways.
Suicide?
I'm already dead inside.
I could try, but it's not a problem solver.
Blowing it away with a shiny revolver.
Growing up?
Too abrupt.
The butterfly on my wrist doesn't help me.
My dreams are just that, a fantasy
Every day I smile, I'm lying
Every night alone, I'm crying
No escape
No hope
I just need to Face my Fate ~ By Abbey
