I've had friends come and go but it hurts,
I don't let people in my life for that reason
One way or another they leave my life
And then I have to go out and find another
To replace what was them to the point I change myself
And I forget myself
I don't like doing that
But that's what happens when your me
When your me your life has its ups and downs
With the heart breaks
I love my friends like they are family
But all I've gotten from most of them is
Abuse, bullying, stolen objects, and being called there so called 'friend' and being thrown away.
I had a best friend since birth and she left me when I was 10 and on my birthday,
She left me because I didn't give her stuff.
Also my friend from kindergarten left me because the popular kids,
Didn't like me.
Next friend left because I stopped giving him my toys.
Next stopped because I couldn't choose between her and another.
The other left with out a good bye.
Other was my crush and boyfriend,
Only dated me for my boobs and butt.
Next left without a good bye as well.
Ones right now......
probably don't like me anymore or cant be friends with me
From there parents.
So how can I let people in when my hearts already been taken around
And thrown to the ground and walked across
How will I live to see more of my friends fade or taken away from me.
I get that you may not think of this as anything sad or heart broken,
But to me it is.
I may not have a sad story compared to yours but,
To me it is .
This is me and well
I'm broken hearted.
I've been used and thrown away with friendship and relationships,
Just like a wind carrying a ripped bag.
What next that bag ripping some more and falling apart,
Sounds like it.
Oh wait.....
That's already happened
Multiple times before now.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
