She Will Be Loved

LOST & Confused

As I walked in all I saw was him reading something, I don't know what it is or why he was reading it. I called his name he looked "Yes, my dear?" he said. After he said that we stared at each other and then he laughed. My heart was pounding, i really like him then I asked "Why did you call me here?"

He says, "I called you here just to say you been on my mind alot ever since we met but, our parents don't want us together for the simple fact that uh, I dont want to tell you right now its not the right time okay just"...

I interrupted, "No derek you dont want to be with me just stop blaming it on our parent, your an egotisical jerk and i don't ever want to see you agian"

After I said that I tried to leave but, as soon as I turned to the door he had grabed my hand and said, "Trust me I want to be our" then he kissed me I didn't know what to do so I kissed back... He whispered " I've been in love with you since the day you were born"

I jumpped back and said, "WHAT THE HELL DID YOU JUST SAY??"

He said it again, "I've been in love with you since the day you were born."

I asked "What do you mean?" He just got up and walked away, like why did he call me here telling me all this non sense its just way too much for me to take in. 

The next day at school he freaking ignored me, like why did you tell me that and don't talk to me. Well lets just say he didn't talk to me all day. I went home told my "Mom" what had happened, but I didn't say anything, but she told me. That's when the truth started comming out, but the thing is our parents are not our real parents they are our keepers to keep us safe, but she wont tell me what I  have or what he has. I've been confused since the day he got here.

That same night I got a text... yes it was from Derek.  And I ignored it. I know what he is going to say. You found out all this shit way before you should've, in a way I got offended, like what the fuck. Derek is a big ass fuck face and I dont wanna talk to him ever again.  "Alex"..... "Alex" who is calling my name I see nothing. I look out my window nothing.  

So since I did not see anyone I went back to sleep. The next day at school, he tried talking to me. I don't want him to talk to me he lied and I hate LAIRS!!. ( i feel like i spelt that wrong... oh well), anyways, back to the situation. Is it wrong not taling to him ... or Naw??? Okay but I really miss talking to him though.