Love Hate (Dan Howell)

Chapter 4-Hatred

Skye's P.O.V.

I tweet about my new video.

Hey guys! So my new video is up and it's the last in my old apartment! :( RT for a follow! x

I leave the link and close my laptop down, sitting it on my bed side table. It's 11 already and I havn't spoken to Dan since our little incident in the kitchen, I kind of just left him to the rest of the dishes. Phil came into my room for a bit and we jut chatted, we didn't talk about Dan actually, just...... stuff.

I did hear him walk past my door into his own room but no doubt he's still on his laptop. I reach over and turn my lamp off, pulling the duvet up to my chin and closing my eyes. Right now there's only one person on my mind.

Dan.

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"I hate you so much, you know that right?" Dan says to me, seductively whispering in my ear.

I nod and he bites down on my ear lobe, causing me to moan and he smirks. He has me pinned up against the wall, his lean figure towering over me. I cup his face in my small hands and stand up on my tip toes to kiss him, he kisses me back roughly, slipping his tongue in.

"Mmmm" I moan and start to grind myself against him, struggling to remember how we even got into this situation in the first place

He lifts my hands up above my head and takes my top off in one swift movement.

"I hate you so much Daniel Howell" I tell him, then bite down on his tongue. I lift the hem of his jumper and-

I wake up. Sitting bolt upright, looking around for Dan and then slamming my head on the pilllow and sighing when I realize it was all just a dream.

But you wanted it to be real.

My bitchy self concious adds, oh shut up!

I switch my phone on, almost getting blinded my the light. It's 6 in the morning. I groan, knowing I'm not getting back to sleep any time soon. I peel my covers off my body and get up, feeling my way to the door.

I go through to the kitchen to grab a water bottle and almost walk into the glass door in the process. I almost fall backwards in fright when I see Dan standing at the fridge, eating what looks like cereal out a glass.

"Skye?" He questions, rubbing his tired eyes, there's only a small light on but damn it he looks so cute.

"No shit sherlock" I reply, turning my sass on because I'm with Dan.

"Alright, alright calm your tits!" He says, walking past me and into the living room. I get some water and follow him through, he is sitting on the couch with the tv on low volume so as not to wake Phil. He's wearing a YouTube hoodie and shorts while I'm wearing a tight vest top and shorter shorts than Dan.

I sit down next to him on the couch as he continues munching on his cereal, watching a replay of 'Mock The Week' I take small sips of my water, thinking about the dream I have just awaken from. I catch Dan staring at me funny and push the thought to the back of my mind.

"Sorry about what I said earlier" I say, remembering last nights dinner.

"Can I watch one if your videos?" He asks me, totally dodging my apology.

"What?" I asked, shocked.

"You heard me"

"Yeah.....okay" and I go and get my laptop.

Why the hell does he want to watch one of my videos?

I set it up for him and click on the one I uploaded earlier, his emotions throughout the video are blank and when it's finished he clicks on another and then another one.

"You like them then?" I ask him, he watched about five then he finally gave my laptop back.

"Your an armature" He states the obvious. "Do you post them at the same time every Saturday?" He asks me and I nod.

"Gods sake your so well organised" He says, as if it's a bad thing.

"I'm taking It you don't then"

He rolls his eyes at me and continues to watch the tv.

"I hate you, you know" He says blankly, not taking his eyes off the screen that is captivating his attention so well.

"Hate is a strong word, why?"

"You came in here thinking you can be Phil's best friend"

Seriously? All this is about Phil!

"I always have been Phil's best friend"

"Don't make me laugh, you havn't seen each other in years"

"I knew him before you"

"I know him better than you" He says and I laugh loudly and cover up my mouth quickly, so as not to wake Phil.

"Okay then Dan whatever" I say, acting as if I don't care.

"Well I'm going back to bed, I have a radio show to attend tomorrow with Phil" Dan says smugly, emphasising Phil's name.I roll my eyes and turn away.

"I hate you" I say to him before he leaves and he looks strangely hurt, so he can say it to me and it's fine but I can't say it to him?

"I hate you too" He says back, before smiling and leaving the room.

I mean it though, I really do hate Dan. I hate his irony, his sarcasm, his cockyness, his stupid little smirks, the way he thinks he's always right, how he won't let me roll up his sleeve when they are getting drenched. He is just so infuriating it almost hurts.

But at the same time, I think I'm falling for him.