I fell in love

I need you..

My eyelids felt heavy, every inch of my body ached. I heard muffled voices. It was a womens voice, Tracey's. I tryed to open my eyes but they were so heavey, I could feel everything start closing up again, something pulling me into the darkness, I had to fight, if i gave up or rested even for a second It would be over, but i'm soo tired.

I heard loud beeping doors flying open and shut, I heard a scream, my baby boy sceam Kieran, I can't give up now I need to fight this.

Kieran's POV...

My whole world crumbled 6 days and 7 hours ago. 6 days and 7 hours sat waiting, for the docters to tell me she has or hasen't made it. I hate my self for what I put her through, I stared through the glass window just watching my girl, laying motionless, with so many tubes around her and the heart moniter. All I need is to know she will be ok, to hold her, to tell her I love her.

Tracey, and my mum where talking when I heard the beebing start I looked at the heart moniter the line became flat the number 0. Docters and nurses rushed into the room, I needed to be with her I ran to her bed side but one of the nurses and my mum pulled me out, I screamed her name telling her to wake up, My whole world slowed, I tryed to fight the hands of my mum, pulling them off me. I need her. 

I needed to go, I need to be with her, Maybe not in the room, but if she dosen't wake up then......

It's all my fault I need to die... I pulled my arm from my mum, Screaming I need some air. I ran, out of the hospital, I ran down streets, across roads, and past my girls house, to my front door... Up the staires... into the bathroom..