Paenboi • verkwan [Editing]

41 ; 05

Hansol sat properly and faced the reporters.

"Yes. I and Seungkwan had a relationship," he answered with a monotone voice. Bawat reporters ay nagulat sa sinabi nya habang nagtatype sa laptop nila at ang mga camera ay lalong lumakas a flash.

This was supposed to be a presscon for his upcoming drama but he don't care. Kahit masira ang image nya wala syang pakialam.

"I did not, even in my dreams, dated Dahyun because I only loved one person eversince," he bitterly smiled. "I am bisexual. At alam kong masisira ang imahe ko, mawawalan ako ng fans, ng career at madaming mandidiscriminate sakin."

Hansol tried to smile.

"But I don't care."

Lalong lumakas ang flash ng mga camera. Ang mga fansite nya na supposed to be ay susuporta sa kanya ay ngayo'y nagpupunas na ng luha.

"After our break up, I learned something," he choked as his tears are now flowing non-stop. "Don't choose your career or anything over love. It will break you, it will shatter you."

"To my fans, I am sorry if I disappointed you. I will accept the hate that you will throw, but here's my last message for you guys... you will surely find someone that will love you more than you'll love him. If that happens..." Hansol wiped his tear. "... never leave their side. Please."

"For the people of LGBTQ+ who are artists, don't be afraid. Loving someone was never wrong."

Hansol smiled for the last time then he stood and ran out of the room. He could hear the reporters follow him but he ran faster and found his car.

Mabilis syang sumakay dito at pinaandar nya ito ng mabilis. Nakahawak sa manibela ang dalawa nyang kamay habang humahagulgol sya sa pag-iyak. He did it.

He looked at the paper-bag next to him and texted Seungkwan.

"Let's meet. Han river, same place. This will be the last."

Hansol kept his phone inside his pocket and drove fast with his cheeks full of tears and his heart slowly breaking apart.