Nobody really knows how hard it is to be manipulated so much to the point where you don't even know it's happening. To be used and treated like dirt so much you start to suddenly feel like dirty yourself. Nobody You really knows when enough is really enough? I personally am at my breaking point, I feel so alone, I don't feel like I'm myself and can't even try to be myself. I've lost myself and I'm slowly coming back.. As I pour my heart to my loved ones and people I truly care about I could see that I wasn't so "alone" as I thought I once was. I have opened my eyes and realized you won't get anywhere if you rely on people to get you where you need to be, you gotta do it on your own. I'm slowly gaining confidence in myself and pushing myself down the right paths... once you mopen your eyes and see where you really are then you're gonna get there and everything is gonna be just fine.
