Lost in your own world. Your blocked out from the outside. Your frantic desperately looking for light. Your muscles tense as your arms tire out and your systems shut down. You can't breathe and you still want to live. But you can't win, you can't swim back up the current under the ice is too strong. Your lifeless body fades into the darkness. "I'm drowning, help"! You blurbled, water gushing from your mouth. You look up at her. She looks sad but she isn't she pushed you in, and she's not trying to help you. All your life contained, gone popped like a bubble as her face leaves the crack in the ice. It gets darker, your chess burns, you lose yourself. Blocked out of exhistance and it only took her 15 years to do it. She never really cared, now your alone lost in your own world.
Your eyes shut and you stop trying.
Your drowning, drowning,
Drowned.