Harsh Reality {Under Editing}

Chapter. 7

~~~~~~~~~Harry's POV~~~~~~~~~

I've never been so scared in my life. "What's going on harry?", Maddie asked. I looked at her then back at the girl behind. She was practically drooling over my car seat. I looked back at Maddie and said,"Zayn had a mixture of pills and alcohol." Her eyes widened and then she said,"is he ok?" "It's a mixture of alcohol and drugs!! You think he's going to be ok?" "DAMN WELL ITS JUST A FUCKING QUESTION!" "DONT ASK STUPID QUESTIONS THEN!" She turned around and murmured. All I heard was something something idiota. Which is idiot in Spanish. "Stupido cazzo muto. ¿Chi si crede di essere?" "What did you say?",I ask her. "You really want to know?",her friend asked me. I look back at her and say,"YES!" "Ok. She called you a stupid dumb fuck." I looked at her and glared. "SHIT UP DEMI!" "Shit up?",I laughed. "Ugh. ti odio le persone così male. un giorno ho male andando ogni singolo idiota che si avvicina a me! voi Demi Compresi!" "Vabbè scusate stavo solo rispondendo alla sua domanda!",said Demi. "What the fuck are you guys saying?!" "ITALIAN! LEARN A NEW LANGUAGE.", Maddie yelled at me. "God damn chill." "HOW ARE YOU GONNA STAB ME AND THEN WONDER WHY IM BLEEDING HUH?" "Ok ok I'm sorry! Gosh." "Retardo...." "I know what that means!!" We drove up to the hospital's parking lot. We got out and got our I.D. thingy and went to look for Zayns room. That girl demi was literally attached to me. "I hate hospitals. Theres doctors with needles everywhere.." "Uhh...nice to know...",I said pushing her off. I turned around to see Maddie had stopped in a window. I walked back to her and realized i had missed it when i passed by because of this demi chick. Shes so clingy. Thats a total turn off.It looked like she wanted to cry. Liam noticed us almost right away. He came out and said,"Hey. They have him stabilized but they don't know for how long." "What do you think?",I asked him. He sighed and said, "I dont know lad." He told us to wait in the waiting room. And that he'll tell us when it was our turn. Demi wasn't clingy anymore. She was upset. Because Maddie was crying. She went into the ladies room whhile Demi stayed outside with me. "Whats wrong with her?" She looked at me then shook her head. "She thinks its her fault." "Why would it be her fault?" "Ask her that.",she said walking over to a chair and sitting. I leaned on the wall and closed my eyes. When i opened them i seen Maddie had sat against the wall across from me. I walked over to her and sat next to her. She looked at me,sniffled and looked back down. "Whats wrong love?" She hesitated for a bit then said,"This is my fault..." "No its not!" "Yes it is." "No maddie-" "Madison." "what?" "my names Ariana Marry Madison." "And mines Harry Edward Styles." She gave me a weak smile and looked away. "Ariana.....none of this is your fault.." "But it is. You fighting with Zayn. Niall not being home all day. Demi...drooling over you....and Zayn....committing suicide..." "NO none of this is your fault. I was stupid for kissing you! ok that was my fault. I just thought maybe I could have you right away. And Niall.......That wasnt your fault either. That was his. He missed out on the best day "I" ever had....And zayn....Zayn was being stupi-" " NO HE WASNT! IT WAS BECAUSE OF ME! I AM POSITIVE THAT IF HE WAKES UP FROM THERE AND SEES ME HE IS GOING TO HATE ME! FOREVER. BECAUSE IF IT WERNT FOR MY STUPID ASS LOCKING THE DAMN FUCKING DOOR THEN NONE OF THIS WOULDVE HAPPENED!!",she got up and walked dow the hall. "Where is she going?",Demi asked. "Im not sure. But i have a feeling i know. ",I said running towards the elevator. "WAIT! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?",yelled Demi. I was able to squeeze into the elevator and went to the top. The very top of the building. I got there but she wasnt there. Atleast not yet. I heard footsteps so i quickley Hid behind a big figure. She slammed the door open and was murmiring something in Italian again. I didnt understand but i knew it was something unpleasing. She went over to the edge and dropped her bag. She looked down and then sat. She took off her shoes and socks. She stood up and lifted her arms. I walked closer to her trying not to make noise. She snapped off a necklace and looked at it. She closed her eyes as tears streamed down her cheek. She lifted her arms once again and started to loosen up. I run and pulled her to the ground where i was standing. She got startled and tried pulling apart from me."Let go of me!" "No im not goingt to!" "Its my fault! I have to save a life by giving up my own!" "I WILL NO LET YOU." She was panting and breathing heavily. She dropped herself on the floor as did i. "Ariana! Look at me darling! Look at me!",i said putting my hands up to her cheeks. The strong wind would blow her hair into her face. "Look at me darling. You are LOVED by many many people. And CAN NOT! CAN NOT, leave them like this love." "She nodded and cried into my chest.

~~~~~~~~~Zayn's POV~~~~~~~~

Im trapped. Theres no way out of here. Fire everywhere. Everytime i try to get passed it, it burns me. But every now and then it calms down. And im able to move around. But im scarred. What if it turns back on? What if the smallest twitch angers this evil Demon and it goes after me. Im all alone. I wanted to be be alone but not like this. Right now id be ok if even Maddie were here. But shes not. Because of me. I did this to myself. Its my fault. I get myself into this. So its my job to get out on my own. My palms are sweaty. And so is my face. The fire has woken. And it gets bigger,as if a challenge. I nodd and run.

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Sorry i wasnt able to update yesterday but yeah. Any questions? oh btw Zayn is in a como :O