World Upside Down (Crossmare)

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(Hey, im gonna call cross chara "they" since they technically have no gender)

Cross's POV

    It was a normal day in my world. Nothing happening, just a white blank slait. Always bored and always silent, until chara broke the silence of the void. "Ughh, can we do something that doesn't involve sitting here?" they said floating on their back with their head upside down.
    "No, we have to stay here until senpai gives us orders" i said with a slight blush
    "Dude give up on him and stop calling him senpai for god's sake"
    "No, I can't" I said
    "And why not?"
    "B-because..."
    "Because why?"
    "Because I didn't want to give up on him like I did on my brother! Ok?" I started to tear up.
    "Hey woah, im sorry I didn't mean to force​ it out!" they said putting their hands up by their head in defense.
    "Well you did, happy now?" with that I had already opened a portal to a random au. I didn't want to talk to chara right now. When I was in the au, I had realized that I opened it to dusttale.
    It was quite, and I kinda liked it. I went into the woods only hearing wind and sometimes seeing gray particles instead of the snow. I sat down while deep in the forest and started thinking about senpai.
    I started to think that maybe I should go back to my au since I have to wait until my next orders from senpai....did senpai... even care about me?. I questioned, the More I thought of the question the louder it became in my head.
    I kept adding more questions until my thoughts were broke by a voice that sounded like the wind around me. "Hey, are you okay?" the familiar voice asked as I turned around to see dust, looking a little worried.
    "Yeah im fine just trying to answer the questions I don't know how to answer" I said looking back to the deep dark forest.
    "Well, nightmare told me to come find you a few hours ago for a job"
    "WHAT?!?!" I said turning back with frustration in my eyes. I soon opened a portal to nightmares castle, dust walked in front of me and opened the door signing me to come in.
    But I had never been in senpai's castle before and when I try to follow him in, he always yells at me and tells me to go back to my void. The determination of going in and taking that job was taking over my body until I just walked in stomping my shivering feet as I got deeper in.
    It got spooky and creepy the more I walked in. I felt a shiver go down my spine and I stopped dead in my tracks.
A voice whispered in my ear(?).
"You shouldn't have come in here, cross"
    I turn around terrified until I saw my sweet senpai~. He was trying to scare me like he always does when im in a dark room. "Hehe, nice try senpai but you almost got me there!~" I said teasingly since he doesn't like that nickname.
    "Shut the hell up cross" nightmare said as he turned around to talk to dust when he noticed dust was on the ground uncontrollably laughing his a** off. "Get up" nightmare said annoyed.
    "Sorry, I've never laughed so hard in my life!" dust said getting up, calming down his laughter and finally whipping a tear away.
    "Shut up, and why did it take you so long to find cross?" nightmare said with a raised eyebrow(?).
    "Oh, well​ I found him deep in the forest of dusttale crying" he said with a finally calm but crazy expression on his face. Was I crying when dust found me?
    "Crying?" nightmare said with confusion. Does senpai care!?
    "Yeah, it was like he was in his own little world staring off into the forest" no, I was asking my self questions dust, I even said it.
    "You guys know I can hear you, right?" I said agitated that they even forgot I was in the room.
    "Oh, yeah sorry about that cross" dust said looking over nightmares shoulder.
    "Whatever lets get going, I've got a job for you cross" nightmare said turning to the gigantic stairs in the middle of the room. How did I not notice those?.
    Me and senpai went up stairs and dust went back to his au. Once nightmare got up the stairs he headed left.
    "Where are we going senpai?" I asked curiously
    "Again stop calling me senpai! We're going to my room to get some blueprints I have made" he said while speeding up his pace.
    "Oh, ok senpai" I said speeding up my pace as well. Nightmare just growled at my answer and kept walking.

Nightmare's POV

    Ugh, why does he always call me senpai it's so annoying. But the question I should be trying to answer is why was he crying in the woods.

Cross's POV

    As long as nightmare isn't mad, i'll keep a smile on my face. No one needs to know of my depression. I might seem happy but day by day I feel like i'm slowly dieing inside. I feel like everyone hates me and doesn't want me around, I don't know what to do when he does get mad and the only feeling I do feel is that I want to kill myself.
    "Hey you there?" nightmare said breaking me out of my state of depression.
    "Huh? Oh yeah hey" I said taking my eyes off the ground and onto nightmare.
    "You seem a little spaced out there?" he asked unlocking the door to his room. I felt a little embarrassed and realized if I was still in my mind I would have crashed into nightmare without realizing that I was still walking.
    My face started to blush a red hue. "What? Don't think anything of this! I just forgot my blueprint in my room!, ok!?" he said aggravated at my reaction.
    "n-no senpai!, that's not why- just let me ex-" I said trying to grab the words to say when senpai interrupted me.
    "Just help me find this blueprint, ok?" he said calming down a bit.
    "Y-yes senpai" I said looking down at my shoe's and walking inside his room to look for the blueprint.

(Hey guy's, I got sooooo much support from my fell!poth series I might as well make a crossmare! These chapters will come out on Saturdays!)