I Could Never Find Someone Like You and I Still Want You

Chapter 8.

Blue POV:

It was black all around me.

Last thing I remember is me drinking water that Victoria forcefully insisted I drink.

I didn't know what was in it, but if it had to do with why I'm like this then, I don't know what I'd do of I wake up.

Out of nowhere I heard voices and alarms. I guess I would be up soon, but the voices and the alarms grew distance.

It was getting farther until I heard a faint whisper saying 'We lost her.'

I knew they were still trying, I felt it.

They wouldn't stop.

Now I just focused my mind on Kaylee. She must be scared without me, I wonder where Adele took her.

I wonder if Adele cares.

Adele POV:

I made it to my hotel room and I layed the sleeping Kaylee in my bed. I put up clothes and I checkedmy phone every second to see if there was any news that Blue died.

Nothing Yet. Same news about Nicki Minaj going after Remy Ma. Not that I know who they are.

Tears came down my face as I thought more and more about Blue.

Blue Belle...who gave her that name? Sounds like ice-cream.

"Mommy where is Blue. Is she okay?" Kaylee was just getting up and she was walking towards me.

I wiped off my tears and nodded my head. She sat in the middle of the floor and I sat down next to her curious of what she was about to do.

"Hey, what are you doing." I looked at her curiously.

"I'm doing what Blue does to you. She cries wishing for you to come back to her, so I'm going to wish for her to come back to us." She started humming Remedy and I burst into tears.

"I should of never left her." I said between tears.

"Can we go see her?" Kaylee looked at me with pleading eyes and before you know you it, we were at the front desk talking to the receptionist.

"Her name is Blue Belle, I want to see her now." I was scanning the receptionist up and down as she slowly, or as it seemed, typed in her name.

I was getting impatient and Kaylee was gave me a reassuring hand-squeeze, telling me everything is okay and I just need to calm down.

"Okay, it looks like she's in the ICU so you'll have to wait awhile." The receptionist told me.

"Why can't I see her?" I asked impatiently.

"They're flushing whatever chemical made it in her system. Yup, it looks like she consumed polonium. She must of mistaken it for a pill or a medicine. It's common, but it's not common for the person to survive this kind of thing." She looked at me sincerely.

"Damnit." I muttered under my breath.

I sat down in one of the chairs next to Kaylee.

Hours went by and a doctor came up to me and he sighed.

I stood up trying not to wake up Kaylee who was sleeping in the chair.

He came up to me and I didn't know what was coming next.

"Well? How is she?" I was growing more and more impatient.

"Blue Belle is dead." He says finally and I can already feel the tears coming down my face.

"W-what! This has to be some kind of joke!" I yelled.

"No it isn't. She stopped breathing Ms. Adkins. You can say your goodbyes in room 23." He was looking down the whole time.

"Watch my daughter for me and don't tell her anything." I  and he nodded.

I never ran as fast I did right now. I burst into Room 23 and that's when I saw her.

She was lying in the bed with a white sheet pulled up to her chin. I closed the door and I went by her side. I held her hand and it was cold.

I cried hard.

She's dead and there's nothing I can do about it but wish she wasn't.

This isnt the end so stay tuned!!!!

You'll understand in the next chapter!!! DONT HATE ME!!!