Diary~ Nancy M.

June 1,2013 Dear Diary,

So my mom got me this diary for my birthday because she says that I need to express my feelings more often. I guess I'm kind of monotone. I don't understand how I'm supposed to write down my feelings...so I guess I'll get back to you soon. ~Nancy M.

June 2,2013 dear Diary,

I'm back. I decided you should get a vivid description of me. So I'll give you 15 random facts about me.

1. I have long golden brown hair.

2. I'm 15 years old

3. I'm really short for my age...

4. My eyes are deep forest green.

5. I'm not exactly skinny but I'm not fat.

6. I guess I'm not the average pretty girl.

7. I'm not really popular (I have like 3 friends)

8. My skin is smooth and pale

9. I'm actually pretty smart (except math)

10. I feel like no one relates to me

11. I'm pretty good at track but fail tremendously at any other sport.

12. I get distracted easily

13. I'm shy

14. My mom and dad divorced (I live with my mom and step-dad "Joey" )

15. I have 1 little half- sister named Martha who's 7 yrs old ( she's joey's daughter)

So I guess you know enough about me for now. So back to this "feelings" thing, I'm not going to do that. I'll give it to you strait up, my life is boring,but I'm still gonna write about it in this diary from now on. So mom,Joey or Martha if your reading this right now don't bother you won't get anything out of me. ~Nancy M.

June 4, 2013 Dear Diary,

These last two couple of days have been really suckish. It's the middle of summer and I'm bored out of my mind. I feel so depressed and I'm in a really funky mood. I just sit on my bed under a heap of covers playing Flappy Bird on my phone. Which makes me even more depressed because I can't get passed 5! Anyways I read my last two entries and realized that my life sucks, if you can even call it a life. My mom and Joey are all caught up in Martha's life every second of the day. Just because she's little and is in all these clubs and goes to all these sleepovers doesn't mean she's more important then me. I mean my mom doesn't even notice that all I do is mope around and sleep. I want to confront her about it but I just can't. ~ Nancy M.

June 5,2013 Dear Diary,

Um Sorry about that little rampage yesterday...I was just overflowing with jealousy and felt forgotten. I'm much better now after writing it down on paper. Anyways I'm going to make a difference with my life this summer. I want everything to be different. I want to be noticed and herd. I want to be a good sister and I want to be everything I'm not. I have a plan I'll tell you tomorrow about it, I still have to work out the kinks. ~Nancy M.

June 15, 2013 Dear Diary,

Sorry I haven't written in a while. I have been pretty busy lately. Oh yeah my plan, I have five major rules that I'm going to follow this summer.

1. I will be more active

2. I will be a nicer daughter and sister.

3. I will be more popular

4. I will be more happy

5. No more boring old Nancy! ~Nancy M.

June 16,2013 Dear Diary,

Ok it's 6:30 am and I'm getting ready to go running (since rule one of my plan is to be more active) I'm wearing my pink sweat pants and a black tank top. I want to get in shape really bad. I never had the guts to join athletics or cross country but this year I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna go run now I'll check in later. ~Nancy M.

June 17, 2013 Dear Diary,

Ok so yesterday while I was running I saw this boy, and I realized that I kind of liked him. Now I know boring Nancy is leaving! But I need him to notice me...I decided I'm going to go running every Wednesday morning since apparently that's when he mows their lawn, did I mention the route I run goes right past his house! We'll let me tell you about him, his name is Oliver Hudson. I know perfect name right? Well he has light brown hair that's kind of long and shaggy but I like it, and he has pretty hazel eyes. Oliver is really tall and built. I know he doesn't have a girl friend because I Facebook stalked him.....ANYWAYS maybe he will like me if I follow my new rules. "Diary" your kind of my best friend now. I feel like your listening to everything I want to say and you never judge. I know this is sad but you are my best friend...for now anyways if I keep following my rules I can maybe have a lot of best friends. I know I can't talk about crushes and fresh start plans with my friends I have now. I actually tried to talk to my "best friend" Samantha or as she like "Sam" well it was awkward because all we talk about is nerd stuff. I really don't want to be nerdy and boring anymore but I can feel me changing rapidly now that I have my rules! Ya know...I'm actually writing my feelings now, like my mom wanted...weird. ~Nancy M.

July 3,2013Dear Diary,

So I haven't written in a while and a lot has happened. The 4th of July is tomorrow and I plan on having a party. We're just gonna eat BBQ, pop fireworks and swim. I lost 18 pounds so I finally feel comfortable in a swimsuit. Not quite a bikini...yet. I don't know who I'm gonna invite. I want this party to signal my popularity so when school starts people will talk about it. I hate to say it but I don't want to invite Sam or my other two friends Josh and Margo. There just weird. I can't have a new un-boring Nancy with anime geeks and computer dorks as friends. They are all misfits. I'm a misfit to but not for long. I'm going to defiantly invite Oliver and I'll tell him he can bring some friends along if he wants. I'll even invite some popular athletic girls and maybe get to know them and I'll be one of them. Till next time dear diary. ~Nancy M.

July 4, 2013 Dear Diary,

Okay so the party was fantastic! I have to say, I didn't think it was going to be that great! Oliver came and he brought two of his guy friends Ethan and Drew. There okay but I prefer Oliver by far. Most of the girls I invited showed up except a few snobs but who cares if a few don't like me. Anyways everything was a little awkward at first but when the fireworks and food bust out all was smooth sailing for a while. I made five NEW friends their names are Jenny, Aubrey, Katelyn, Monica and Courtney. They told me I should text them and we will all sit to gather at lunch when school starts. We were all in the pool while the guys popped the fireworks. I finally told someone other than Sam a bout my crush on Oliver. Thankfully no one else liked him. Although Court (that's what I call Courtney) said me and Drew would make a cute couple because we would be Nancy Drew. Ha! Courtney told me she has her eye on Ethan. I can tell she's gonna be my new bestie. Speaking of which....Sam, Margo and Josh came over about an hour after the party was over with popcorn and movies. Court and Monica stayed behind and we were all by my pool with our feet in the cool, clear water. Sam and Margo heard us in the backyard so they all three walked back their. When we saw them I could smell the awkward. After all Sam was dressed all in black, Margo was wearing thick framed glasses with braces, Josh was just geeky ole Josh and us three were all in super cute swimsuits with our hair tied up in messy buns after swimming. I didn't know how to explain why I didn't invite them. I just said I'll see them later then they left and we kind of gossiped

about them.... I felt real guilty. But I was popular and that's all I ever wanted...right? ~Nancy M.