The Impossible High School Life

3: I hate makeup

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Here comes chapter 3

Chapter 3

Flashback
Six years ago
Tonight was the night when everything changed . Tonight was the night when my my life turned upside down . This day I'll never forget , as this was the day I lost the closest thing to my heart , I lost my family .
"It meant nothing to me. Amaira , I love you and only you, you are my everything . I was drunk ,I never meant to do what I did . The last thing I want in this world is to hurt you . I made a stupid mistake . I begging you please forgive me" my dad tried to reason with my mom for what seemed like the hundredth time.

They have been fighting for days but today seemed to be to be the worst .I was not sure why were they fighting all the time , but it seemed like dad made a pretty big mistake because mom was not even able to tolerate his very presence , but as far as I know my dad he would never intentionally hurt anyone , especially my mom. He loves her more than anything and anyone could tell that by the way he looks at my mom. I wish they would just sort out there differences because their constant fights and bickering is suffocating me.

I can't even count how many nights I have cried myself to sleep . Noel is trying to act like a tough guy , but it isn't hard to tell that he has been crying by his bloodshot eyes every morning. It was the proof that he is as affected by this as I am.
"A stupid mistake ? Your stupid mistake Jake destroyed everything . You broke my trust , you broke our relationship , dammit jake, you even broke our family . Your stupid mistake broke everything we worked so hard for over the eighteen years . For heavens sake you cheated on me jake ." My mom was yelling hystericaly.

No longer able to control myself , I started to cry . I hated crying but it seemed to be the only thing I was capable of these days . As soon as I started to cry my sixteen years old brother was beside me in a flash.Noel was my rock ,he was the source of strength for my entire existence .
We were both sitting on the floor of my bedroom . I pulled my legs closer to my chest , trying to stop myself from crying but I can't stop freaking crying . Get it together girl.
Noel not even once left my side. He sat there constantly consoling me .
"Hey! Stop crying like a baby kait , or it's going to start flooding in a while . Hey!Look at me .It's going to be alright okay, I promise" I knew he was trying to lighten the mood but we both knew it will not be alright.
"Just leave Jake . Please. I can't do this anymore" I heard my moms voice from downstairs.
Why is she asking dad to leave . No, she can't do that , she can't tell my superman to leave . I love my dad , and I am sure mom must have some kind of misunderstanding . Without any further thought I got out of Noel's embrace and ran downstairs . I heard him shouting my name but that didn't stop me, I won't let my dad leave .
A gasp escaped from my mouth as I reached downstairs and observed my surroundings. Paintings were broken and the remains of the broken vase were lying on the groud.

Then I saw mom , her once properly kept blonde hair were a mess and her brown eyes appeared lifeless. Dad was looking no better , his brow hair were sprawled all over his forehead covering his dull grey eyes .

"I'll leave amaira , but I want you to know that I'll always love you ,no matter what , I'll wait for , I'll wait for the day when you finally find it in yourself to forgive me" my dad said with hurt evident in his eyes . But before he he could leave I hugged him.
"Dad please don't leave , please don't .. I .." I started to sob all over again.my dad hunched down to my height and started speakig.
"Hey pumpkin don't cry, I will be back in a few days"
He lied , trying to assure me.
I looked towards Noel to help me stop dad ,who was now standing beside mom rubbing her back . The way he was staring at dad it seemed that he too wanted him gone .
I tried my best to stop him without any success.
And as I watched him leave our house that was once home for me , I knew nothing will ever be the same