Reckless Love Song **ANDY BIERSACK**

Prologue

You know that feeling?

Every morning when you wake up. When your lips are dry and chapped. Usually you'd lick your lips, or go get a drink of water. But I never had to. He knew how much it bugged me. And so he'd wake up before me every morning, and right when I opened my eyes he'd kiss me. He'd make me smile and my days would always go right.

But for the thirtieth day in a row. I woke up alone.

I sighed as I rolled over, kicking the blankets off and sliding onto my feet, jumping a little at the shock the icy floor gave me. I shuffled to the window, rubbing the thin, fluttery fabric of what I called my 'sleep jacket' against my arms. The only thing not exposing my chest under this was my undershirt, and I was only wearing my underwear on my legs.

I sighed again, and went to the bathroom, tying my hair into a braid on the side of my head and rinsing my face with cool water. And then I decided to eat. I stumbled down the stairs and into the kitchen, grabbing an orange from the fridge and using my teeth to open it. I popped a wedge of it into my mouth before walking back upstairs and plopping onto my bed, grabbing my laptop and opening Skype to see he was online.

Hana: I'm up.

Andy: Yay :) how are you?

Hana: Terrible, I miss you :(

Andy: I miss you too, you know the time flies fast.

Hana: For you...

Andy: I'm calling you.

Hana: K

A few seconds later he calls and I accept it, crossing my legs as his smiling face pops up. He's sitting in the corner of the table on their bus, snuggled up in his batman pajamas.

"Hey Kitten." He smiles, using his nickname for me.

"Hi Batman." I smile lightly. "Is it cold?" I ask him.

"Not really, I'm just being an idiot." He chuckles and leans over the screen to grab a muffin.

"You're not an idiot, you're a dork." I smile.

"Whatever." He takes a bite of his muffin.

"I missed your kisses this morning baby." I push the computer foreward and lay down in front of it.

"I know sweetheart." He sighs. "I'm sorry we have to live like this."

"Your fans need you, I know." I smile.

"But I just wish I could be with you. Why wouldn't you come?" He pouts and I bite my lip ring.

"Because the last time I went on tour with you I either had to stay in the bus or dress up like someone else if I went anywhere because fangirls want to eat my fucking soul." I twist a bit of my fringe in my fingers.

"Stop being overly attractive first off, you're turning me on. And I remember, I'm sorry." He shakes his head, trying to cover up his smile as he probably reminisces about the girls who took me to the ground yelling about how Andy should be their's.

I put it behind us and giggle at his first comment. "What was I doing?"

"First you bit your lip ring and then you started playing with your hair." He groans. "You're making me miss you more."

"Yo is it Hana?" CC's voice asks.

"No it's your Uncle." Andy says sarcastically. "Yes it's Hana."

"Hi." I wave and CC comes into the camera to wave back.

"Wussup little one?" He inquires as Andy makes a sign saying 'second' and ducking out of the screen.