Do I have a choice?

Chapter one.

Who knew that I would end up again with these people. The last thing I expected to happen was getting in this gang.

 I lost my friend , family , everything that I cared about and only because they didn't let Mariah go. I could've achieved so much in my life , but I threw it all away. 

This is all I can think about when I'm in this car. Waiting to arrive so I can go talk to others. Why would I talk to random guys so they will buy things from my boss? I snapped out of thoughts when I heard that Michael was talking to me. 

'' Are you thinking about it again Vanessa?'' Why would you ask such a stupid question , of course I'm thinking about it. '' No I'm just tired'' Good one girl. I turned my head to the left , just in time to see him shaking his head. 

'' I know you don't want this , and you know that I'm trying to get you out of here. But just give me some time'' '' Michael please stop saying it. We both know that can't happen. I don't want to have false hope.''

 Every time he said it , it felt like he was lying , to both of us. I told him that already but he keeps saying it over and over again. '' Don't act like that , miracles can happen. By the are here.'' I looked up and saw the big building. It seemed like nobody had come here in years. '' Are you sure this is it?'' He looked at me with disappointment. '' Alright sorry I'll go , if I don't come back in 1 hour , you need to come and find me , promise me that.'' 

I knew he never wanted me to join them again. And I saw the hurt in his eyes every time he dropped me off somewhere. '' I promise Vanessa , now go before they come outside.'' I stepped out of the car and had a weird feeling about this. It felt safe for some reason , and I didn't want to go back. 

The entrance was quiet. I only heard the sound of myheels , ticking on the floor. I can'tbelieve I'm wearing a skirt , a crop top , and let me not forget it I'm alsowearing heels. I don't understand how I can walk in these shoes. I wish I hadmy Nike shoes here. 

I noticed that I was at the end of the hallway , in frontof a door. I don't know why I was doubting going inside. I'm just getting crazynever mind. When I opened the door I only saw smoke in front of me in at theentrance. 

When I was used to it I began looking around , thinking why I washere again. The club here seemed cool to be honest. I wouldn't expect it fromthe outside. '' Vanessa over here.!'' I saw Jack waving at me with his coldlook. I don't even understand how I could date him a few years ago. Alright hewasn't ugly , and still isn't. I tried to smile to him and walked over. ''HeyJack , you wanted me to come here , why is that?'' 

I was looking at the ground, just afraid to look him right in the eyes. '' You know why Vanessa , I needyou to talk to a few guys here so they..'' ''So they will buy stuff from youyeah I know. But you could call Sam ,she was free this evening and you know that I go to school on weekdays'' Out of nowhere I felt a sting on my rightcheek . 

He hit me. Again. ''Don't you ever dare to cut me off again. And Iwanted you here , the guys love a curly brunette. So go now before I hit youagain.'' I was so ashamed of myself . Ifit would be the old me I would hit him back. He knew what I could do to him. ''I swear to God , touch me one more time and I will knock you out asshole.'' 

Iturned around and saw that people were looking at us. How embarrassing. Iturned away and I walked over to the bar , next to a random guy. Good choice. Isat on the chair and out of nowhere I heard screaming behind me. Before I couldturn around and se what was happening behind me I heard someone yelling at me.'' WATCH OUT.'' After that everything went dark..