Carnal Desires

Distant Luva

The sun was shining and it was partly cloudy. It looked like it was about to rain and I had no umbrella. I had a choice of leaving the café now or getting rained on.

I started to gather my books and papers. Two brothas sat down in the booth across from me and this king caught my eye. His presence was powerful. He was freeforming and he wore a big ankh around his neck.

Spirit told me stay around a little longer. I opened up my book and started to read.

"How are you, sweetheart?" he said sitting next to me. I got butterflies.

"Well, hello." I said with a raised brow.

"I'm sorry, am I bothering you? You want me to leave?" He said.

"Did you need something?" I said trying not to sound mean.

"I guess that's a no." he laughed. He seems to be handling my attitude pretty well. "What are you reading?" he asked me. I told him about what I've read so far and he seemed to have given me more information than the book probably would have.

He also introduced me to some new information that will help me better understand what I'm on now.

This man was fine and I could tell by the way he talked that he knew his power.

The brotha was smart and I was able to keep up with him so well. He made the coochie so easy to give up. I was getting wetter with every word. Sapiosexual.

He felt my energy and moved closer to me.

"You love me don't you?" he said looking at my lips smirking.

I tried not to give off that vibe that said I wanna ride his face.

He's knowledge. He's a god and he worked his magic on me so well.

I played it cool, "Slow down lover boy." he looked at me as if I played him and laughed.

"I understand why you say that because of your perspective of love." he said.

He had me feeling so weak. He had me under mad pressure. I swallowed my spit.

I looked at my watch and then at the sky. "Look, I gotta go before it rains. I appreciate you taking your time to give me knowledge."

"Be my wisdom." he said stopping me, "let's get an understanding." he caressed my face. I brushed past him and just as I was about to step foot off of the curb, the rain came down hard.

He is a god.

I turned to look at him.

"You need a ride?" he asked grabbing his bag. I nodded.

He walked like he was 55 feet tall.

He used an umbrella and walked us to his car. His car smelled like marijuana and some sort of scented oil. Very earthy. He lit a joint and passed it to me.

"What's your sign?" he asked.

"Leo."

"What?? Me too. Don't tell me your were born on..."

"August 13th." I said finishing his sentence.

He pumped the brakes while he backed out and went crazy.

"Yo! That's my birthday too."

This guy and I are way too connected on so many levels except one that I haven't experienced. Sex.

"Can I spend more time with you? I leave for Chicago tomorrow evening."

I smiled.

Next thing you know he was in my apartment ripping my dress off. He admired my curves for a second. He said I was a stallion. His tongue didn't miss an inch.

He started at my neck and my collarbones. He softly bit my bottom lip and I let out a moan. This man has me leaking.

"You mine you hear me?" He said with so much love. I wanted to be his. I wanted to submit. I wanted to give him all of me and I just met him three hours ago but the connection is so intense. His name was my name.

He caressed my entire body. He looked around my room and grabbed two thin belts that were hanging on my wall.

"You mind?" he said tying my arms up on the headboard.

I couldn't speak. I just wanted him inside of me. My eyes locked on his and I couldn't help but breathe hard. He teased me a little more and slid it in without me being aware. He went as deep as our conversation. I gasped for air. He made my body warm and energized me like the sun.

I was no longer in control. His spirit possessed me. All I could do was pull on the belts and wimper. I couldn't move. I couldn't run. I couldn't pull him closer. I had to take what he gave and I was fine with that.

This isn't me. This was someone new. A brand new woman. I was remade in his image. His eyes told me he felt what I felt.

I felt him in my chest. He had me teary-eyed, the love was that pure. He put my knees above my head and showed no mercy. He drove what looked like a good eight or nine inches all the way through me and did not crash. Straight gas, no brakes.

I felt my soul rising out of my body. I was rising in love. I was one with God. This god used his master key like master and opened my floodgates. We were so high, my moans sounded like the six tones of creation. He was all in my head. He was everywhere at once.

He's a god.

He left the next day and I wasn't even sad. I felt so strong and recharged. I can still feel his energy from miles away.