How am I supposed to get over the love of my life I've been with him since i was 16 years old thats 6 agonizing years of my life I've spent with him trying to grow a relationship with a man who didn't really want me. Everytime he cheated I took him right back and now that we have finally been in a good place he proposed to me. Man I was the happiest girl in the world, on that day all of the mean things he has said about me left my mind the second he got down on his knee in the middle of timesquare. Timesquare gosh it was beautiful he went all out for the engagement he had a chior singing my name out , dozens of roses layed in a path just for me to meet him in central park. I began to cry because I was so happy that even after all the cheating all of the name calling and the coming home late and forgetting my birthdays, I actually felt geniune love from him on that day. How could he do something like this to me we were literally engaged for 3 days before I came home and caught him fucking some boney bitch in our bed - the bed we constantly had make up sex in for all the wrong things he had done, the bed where I begged him not to go out with the boys, the bed where I cried myself to sleep for days out of a week because he hadn't come home - he had the nerve to blame me.
10 days ago:
I unlocked the house door ready to go to bed from a long day of work. When I opened the door I could hear squeking and banging coming from upstairs.I closed the door and hanged my purse and keys on the wall hooks.
" hello, Jayden are you home?" I continued to hear squeking. So I went upstairs and found that the source of the squeking was coming from the bed room. I walked into the room.
"Jayden is that you-"
I couldnt believe my eyes he really had some skank in our bed, he had cheated a lot before but never in our house.
Jayden: "Lalani i..."
I just slid down the wall and sat on the floor drowning in my own tears.
Jayden and the girl began to put their clothes on but before she could leave out I grabbed her by her thin ass pony tail and poped her in her mouth three times and she was knocked out.
Jayden: "why would you do that to her?"
" what the fuck do you mean why i do that to her? why you do this to me?! you proposed to me three days ago and you turn around and do this you fucked up get your shit and get out!" I said as I began to punch his chest.
"stop ma" he said as he grabbed my wrists.
" this is your fault"
"how is this my fault? how can I make u cheat?"
" you've gotten bigger by the days and you got hella clingy."
" so you go out and cheat on me with some boney bitch because yoy dont like my size?! I've been thick since the day you met me and thats a problem now?"
"well no I've never really liked your weight I only went with you because you was the smartest girl in school and one of the only girls who was still a virgin
I knew you was going places the day I met you and I needed a girl like that a girl that was surely going to make that money."
"so you only wanted me because of my smarts, no my money so thats why you stayed so long! you know what." I took off the ring-i bought with my own noney- and threw it at him. " fuck you go pawn this ring 'cause thats the last amount of money you'll get from me now get the fuck out of my house and out of my life" I yelled as I threw his things over the banister then I pushed him out of our I mean my room. "get out and stay out!"
"alright I'll leave but you'll be crawling back"
"get the fuck out! the fuck you still talking for get out".
Present day
I told my mom about him and she suggested that I get out of newyork for as long as I needed so she booked me a ticket to Los Angeles and found me a nice apartment there.I went to the airport a week after the whole incident and boarded my plane to LA.
Its just crazy how i got engaged 13 days ago got cheated on by my fiance' 10 days ago and now im going to LA. Why did all of this happen to me and why now? I thought as I sat in first class and contemplated what I was doing was best for me, and it was. Everything was happening for a reason and God is that reason so good.
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RomanceLalani has just been through a hard breakup from her fiance' Jayden and she needs to get away, she took her mom's advice and found an apartment in Los Angeles to get a new start and have a clear head but when she meets kind eyed Ryan at starbucks sh...