FREEDOM

Freedom

Freedom those words always reminds me when I go out. People say that freedom takes long and needs work , well I will have freedom soon or I might not have freedom forever

It's like being imprisoned but there's benefits you can get anything I'm happy for that but I started to notice I won't get freedom FOREVER. Forever is long like ever after. Its like prison you get food and letters from the outside but you can't go outside. My side is awhile ago I wanted to attend a worship camp where you can meet new friends and meet god more I want to know god more with fun when I saw my manga bible it made me curious to know more stories about god when I asked my parents my dad encourage me to go but my mom didn't want me to go cause she thinks I still can't handle my self I'm willing to learn but she said never like 3 or 4 times and that made me think she would never allow me that's why I thought when I get work in the future I can escape from that cage and I really want to learn more about the outside. This might not be the topic but when I was a child I wanted to go with my mom but whenever I asked she wouldn't let me go with her I usually ask her but when I lost that I want to go with her it's like I like to stay home and never go out or in school I like school, whenever she asked me to go with her I don't like to go cause I got used to being refused to go with her but she said NO COMPUTER or other technology I really feel hurt my friends mom she was nice she would allow and she wouldn't it's fair she is equal and does not FORCE her children to go with her I wish my mom could be like that .