Distractions. (Ereri)

Chapter one: The abused never sleep.

Hello y'all! I've been wanting to do this story for so long! I'm obsessed with the idea of Eren being abused and then Levi comes and rescues him and shows him how love really is! So cute😍😍 I love it!
Anyway enjoy!

"Dad I'm sorry but I love Erwin and you can't change that. I'm sorry but it's not my fault that I'm gay...!"
I stare at my father who has a dangerous glint in his harsh brown eyes.
"It's all your fault your gay, like how it's your fault your mother died! You stupid faggot!"
"Dad..."
"Get out of my house! I didn't raise a fag!"
"But dad..."
"Don't call me dad...I am NOT your father."
Tears stream down my face as his harsh words slice into my skin and strip me of all my confidence before leaving me bare and alone.
"Ok...bye, grisha."
I see no hesitation or love in his eyes...only hate as I walk out of that small pale yellow house on the end of that old road in that tiny town, never to return again.

That was 3 years ago now I happily live with my fiancé, Erwin. Sometimes he can be a little rough and mean but I know he does it because he loves me and he wants the best for me.
I cover my bruises with some makeup, happily humming to myself in the mirror as the purplish spots magically disappear.
"All done!" I say cheerily as I skip out the bathroom towards my and Erwin's shared room.
"Baby I'm going to have to go to work be home later!" I start to walk away when something large and warm grabs my hand and pulls me into a large body.
"I said that I can provide for you, you don't need to go to work anymore."
I smile up at my love. 'Always worrying about me' I blush slightly as I press my body into his strong arms.
"My new job as a lawyer makes enough money that I can buy you whatever you need..."
I look up at him as I stare into his beautiful ice blue eyes, my green eyes searching his as if an answer will suddenly appear in those precious ocean eyes.
"I called your work and told them that you quit."
My eyes widen and I push away from him, his strong arms falling to my waistline.
"Wait! But I need that job."
His eyes suddenly harden and his whole demeanor changes from loving and friendly to angry and evil.
"Why do you need that job? So you can leave me?! Do you even love me!?"
Shock takes over as his yelling becomes too powerful for my poor ears to handle.
"What? Erwin I love you more than anything in this world baby..." I say as I try to give him a hug to try and comfort him but he pushes me away and I stumble backwards onto the black leather sofa.
SLAP
I bring my shaky hand up to my stinging cheek a tear sliding down the opposite cheek as my face stays in it's shocked state.
"Think about how much you love me when you sleep on the couch tonight!"
He grabs his grey coat and starts to walk towards the door. I snap out of my shock and run towards him before wrapping my arms around his waist.
"No don't leave. I'm sorry. I won't go to work ever again. I'm just gonna stay here and be a good husband." None of my insistent crys can stop him as he walks out the door.
"I need to leave before I kill you."
His words haunt me as he leaves me crying in the doorway. I watch as he climbs into his car and drives off without even looking back at me.
It's okay he still loves you. He will be back. I walk inside and close the door before walking over to the couch and wrapping myself up in a large fluffy blanket.
I hope he's okay. I think as everything around me seems to darken as I fall fast asleep.
Time skip
SLAM!
I wake to the sound of the front door slamming shut and what sounds like glass being broken.
Oh my baby's home. I excitedly jump up from the couch and run over to where Erwin is in the kitchen.
But something's wrong.
"Where is my dinner!?" His words are slurred and he seems to be drunk as he shouts at the table.
"Sweetie, its 3:26" I say looking at the clock above his head. "I don't cook dinner until 6."
"Don't argue with me boy!" He says before grabbing my hair and pulling me up. I cry out in pain as he twists his fingers in my hair roughly.
My face twists into a harsh grimace as he continues to harm me.
"Whatever, I need to unwind. You better be upstairs and naked by the time I finish this beer." He pulls my face towards his menacingly. "Understand?"
I try to nod frantically but fail horribly when he tightens his grip in my hair.
His breath smells like alcohol before he pushes me away and I frantically scramble around on the floor before quickly rising and running up the stairs.
My head hurts from the rough treatment as I limp into the large room and close the creaky door behind me.
"That was scary." I rub my shoulders comfortingly as I try to calm my shaky nerves.
My breathing is erratic and I can't seem to stand up straight without my knees wobbling.
It's ok he still loves me. He just wants the best for me.
With those reassuring thoughts I begin to peel off my green shirt. Bruises, cuts, and scars litter the skin of my chest and back, all of them have been caused because I was being stupid and said something bad to Erwin.
It's all my fault.
I begin to unbutton my skinny jeans and slide the rough material down my tan legs until it bunches up at my feet.
Next is my underwear, I shakily brings my hands up before slipping my thumbs in the elastic bad before sliding it down my long legs.
Now I am in the nude as I neatly fold my clothing and place it on the dresser next to the bed.
I sit on the bed and I wait with terrifying suspense as I hear his heavy steps coming up the stairs.
My heart beats faster with fear as I hear the door handle click and the door slowly swings open.
"Ok boy, lay down. I forgot to buy lube so this is gonna hurt."
I'm not gonna make y'all read Erwin x Eren smut...I'm not that evil. Anyway what do y'all think, If y'all like it plz let me know!!